prepamolly

2012-01-13T01:26:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahaha I'm so happy I still have like 40 readers/day despite blogging so irregularly. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I feel so famous *flips hair vigorously*

I've got like damn bad attendance this week:( I MUST START ATTENDING SCHOOL!!!!! I knw I can wake up one I just have to sleep earlier and I will wake up naturally. Alarms ttly don't work on me:/ I had to ask my mother to kick me off the bed to attempt to wake me up. Lolllll

Anyway ytd I finally stepped into SIM lolllll. Met juanos there to have lunch plus I wanted to check out the school... Plus the guys. HAHAHAHHAA but my heart is still with peiboon <3 HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA. And so qiao we met Kelvin the bodyguard too. LOLLLLLLLL anyway the school is rly small!!!! And rly overcrowded!! Hahahahaha.

And we headed to bugis to shoppppp!!! Lolll she only wanted to find maroon pants and so the rest of the time she was just dragged into shop after shop by me. Lol she said when I'm at bugis my face is :DDDDDD. It's every ahlian's shopping haven.... And I'm a secret ahlian wannabe. HAHAHAHAHA.

Then I thought she wanted to go home alr cos usually when ppl shop with me their face will be like :/ after 2 hrs. Lolllll but she gave me an option of gg to fep. LOLLLLLLL another ahlian's paradise!!! My face so happy u cnt even imagine. Then *next stop somerset* and we stopped there instead so we shopped at 313 to H&M. HAHAHAHAHAHA MORALE OF THE STORY IS I THINK SHE'S A GOOD SHOPPING BUDDY!! LOLLLLLL. And if u wna eat good food just go out with her LOLLLLLLLL.

Kk I better sleep now if in going school tmrw :O kkk baiiiiiii!!!

2012-01-03T01:50:00.001+08:00

Hello world

School starts again tmrw and it's the last term of my poly life :O 3 yrs just flew by like that. I've known my poly mates for 3 yrs omg!! My new year resolution for this yr will be to go school more regularly LOL. I rly like school alot but I've been skipping classes alot bcos of many various reasons :/

Anyway work has been rly good. I enjoy working alot. It's better than staying home. Hahahahaha and it takes my mind off things. Which is good of course. I stop overthinking things or just be a sloth at home. SIGHHHH but work's gna be less fun since many nice colleagues are quitting. Gna make me wna work lesser of course..

Plus my husband peiboon is gg overseas to study soon. HAHHAHAHAHAA ok I admit this whole peiboon is my husband one sided love thing is getting way overboard!! Hahahahahha I purposely take over maxe's shift just to work w him. Lollllllllllll. Ok I shall try to tone down a bit if not he's gna run away from me!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA but this whole made up marriage makes me feel like I'm on we got married LOLLLLLLLLLLLL. Kk this craze will stop soon.

Sighhhhhhhhh I got like major insomnia nowadays lol. Kelvin (one of my work friend) told me I should take sleeping pills cos it helps him sleep too!! But I v scared will have side effects HAHAHAHHAHA. But srsly I can work like so much and come home tired but not be able to sleep:(

Anyway does anybody have that someone who makes u so pissed just thinking abt that particular person. HAHAHAHHAAHHA my whole day way spoilt bcos of that!!!! I feel like complaining to everyone abt my inner thoughts!! But I dwna dwell on the past and it's just stupid!! Lol k bai

2011-12-27T01:38:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

I spent christmas eve with the entire clique 5 this year. Hahahahahaha even our favourite blur queen is back from canada!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. She's such a qtpiezzzz cos she's so stone and blur and doesnt even knw how funny she is. Lollllll. Hahahahaha its so rare that we even meet although we are like best friends. I confessed that im rly lazy to meet them and stuff cos i rly hate to go out. They all agreed. HAHAHAHAHHAHA we formed the forever alone party (according to panty). Hahahahahaha so this meetup was consdered a successful outing cos all 5 of us were present..... we were doing what we did best which is nua-ing at ke's house.

So plan was to do an exchange gift but pick out the names on the day itself. But i thought it would fail so i didnt buy. HAHAHAHHA i only bought it on the day itself w ke at jp. Lololllllll and when we were browsing for a present she told me panty tang bought us gifts from daiso. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA i was like "so it the present considered the present for the person she pick out too?" And yes it was. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA bth this girl lollllll but its so funny. I bought a pink portable iphone charger which i thought was practical but not the best present.

Lollll anyway i received shili's present which was like ttly meant for me imho. Hahahahaha it was a bow of 10 pairs of eyelashes, masks, and random samples. HAHAHHAHAHA. Was like praying to get her present cos i rly wanted the eyelashes and tadahhhhh i got it!!!

Our presents for each other. Hahahahhahahhaha. Oh i baked for them cookies too! I bakes for my colleagues too but by the time everyone received them i think lao hong alr lor. Lolll.

HAHAHHAAHHAHHHAHAHHAAHA I chose the pink container. LOLLL

Then we randomly camwhored for hours cos we wanted group shots of our rare meet-up. LOL

Found a Vivi-ish spot. HAHAHHAHAHA

Then i helped panty tang to makeup. LOLLLLLLL A-GO-GO STYLE. LOLLLL

Chio or what!!!!!!!!!!!!

And i bought new contact lens. Hahahahahaha i only buy from freshkon cos i dont dare buy online one. HAHAHHAHAHHAH although its 10 times prettier. Anyway its damn cheap. Like 2 pairs for $40. So i bought a pink and blue. Feel like trying the blue one liao!! HAHHAHAHAHA. Ive always stuck to grey so its damn exciting to try new colours.

Anyway we didnt do much. Hahahahahaha we are the laziest ppl on earth. We just played cards, ate... alot, camwhored, makeup... hahahhaha and at 3 plus we wanted to sleep alr cos jiawan had to catch her flight early in the mornz and i had to work FS the next day. But im sucha chatterbox i kept ke and panty awake till 5 plus cos i wanted to tell them stories of my life. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA i think if youre my friend u will nv be bored. Although i v no life i feel i got alot of stories to tell. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA.

Oh and at 5am panty was like "Oh yah i forgot to use the polaroid...." So i suggested we took polaroids in our ugliest makeup-less state. So u ttly cannot imagine how horrible i look. Hahahahahhahaha i showed juanozzz my photos and she say i can join those taiwan shows before and after makeup. HAHAHAHHAHAHHA. Lollll ok but i cant show u guyz yet cos i left my cam in ke house.

Anyway i worked a full shift the next day and almost died. Its was damn tiring ok. Fml. And i was morning shift the next day also. Cuiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Which is today la. But i rly like working. Hahahahhahahha i love my colleagues alot! HAHAHAHAHAHA they all damn kind. The girls all not bitchy. And the guys all good enough to be potential bfs. LOLLLLLL.

K bai

2011-12-22T04:43:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Ok i have been using the computer ever since i woke up today. Hahahahahhaha plan to do some christmas shopping today ttly failed. Im just too lazy and my house is rly inconvenient :( Ok maybe tmrw before work? Hhaahhahaha ok but that means i have to wake up earlier than normal. So impossible...

Anyway ytd i said i would watch titanic right... i didnt.. hahahahhaaha dk why so suay funshion wasnt working. Lollololololol. Now i got no feel to watch it alr.

KK anyway i shall update on my life. HAHAHHAHAHHAA. Anyway i finally bought myself a camera some time last month but i havent been using it much at all. Hahahahha i just realise i dont rly need it.... lololol iphone camera rly good enough. Ok ok sua i buy alr anyway Hahahhahahhaha. Sometimes i take my cam out to take pic just cos i wna make use of it. I dont even rly think its necessary so all the photos i upload always like rly useless. HAAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA FML.

Anyway, a few days ago we celebrated xm's bday. Hahahahhaha our plan was to go over after work and surprise her at her house. Lololol but suay suay she was out. Hahahahahhahaha stupid girl got so many cliques. So she like have to keep celebrating. Good thing I know the contact number of at least one person in each of her clique. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. Pro or what. So we realised she was celebrating w selina & liwen. Hahahaha so cabbed a short distance to her friend's house and surprised her once she stepped out of the lift. HAHAHHAHAHA xm hates surprises. lolololol but we neh neh wna surprise still.

And ytd i went out with guess who? Hahahahahhaha mark hay. LOOLOLOLOLOL ikr damn weird cos its like i dont keep in contact with any sec school mates except for clique 5. Plus we nv go out tgt before even in a group. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. But i still agreed to go out u knw why? Cos he got free tickets to a private screening for mission impossible 4. HAHHAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA OMG CHEAPO4LYFE.

At first when he msg me i was like in my head "Oh watch movie ah......... why sia...... i so lazy travel..............pray he asked alot of ppl to i can dont go.............." Then he told me its free. HAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA IMMD SAID "YES OK IM GG" HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA CNT MAINTAIN SIA. Anyway its like super cool. I nv watch free movie before. Hahahahhaha plus got free drinks and popcorn. Lololol i dont even rly watch movies at cinemas actually. Cos its such a waste of $$$$$$$.

Plus i specially wore sandals that day so i wouldnt be a giant beside him. Im so considerate lor. Lololol actually mainly cos i dwna look like mummy bring out kid its not rly of because im considerate. HAHAHHAHA. He tell me he also quite shocked bcos i agreed to come out. Lololol cos he thought i confirm got make plans to go out since its my off day. I told him i rarely go out hahahhahahahahhahaha its true i dont rly go out cos i dont rly have a wide social circle #foreveralone . And ppl dont rly ask me out except for my 2 cliques. HAHHAHAHAHAHA. He say cos i look v intimidating. Lolololol im like so friendly lor!!!!! Im like super friendly hahahhaaahahaha but when i have my mrt face on i look damn ah lian and unfriendly. LOLOLOL.

Anyway bonus pictures for u. Hahahahhaha lijuan so happy she finally took unglam pics of me so she had to print out 2 copies. Lolololol. Cos like usually at work they will take pics of each other and go counter to zoom in on the unglam face and print. HAHAHHAHAHHA and i claimed i will nv ever have unglam photos cos im so maintained and shu nv. HAHAHAHHA

Ok christmas in 3 days. Lolol im working full shift on christmas and ny eves. LOLLLLLLL DAMN NO LIFE. Hahahahhahaha but i was thinking even if i dont work on that two days i also wont go out. HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA. So might as well work. Somemore still can see my peiboon HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. Lololol peiboon is this super cute colleague of mine. Hahahhahaahhaha i wn my next boyfriend to be someone like him! HAHHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHA AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA OK SHEEZ SAID IM JUST TALKING NONSENSE. KKKKK BYE GUYSZZZZZ

2011-12-21T02:48:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

I was planning to blog hahahahahhah then i heard this on youtube....

Hahahahahahahhaha omg its so nice :( I almost feel like crying. Plus titanic is my favouritest movie ever. Like really #1 even before twilight. Actually twilight not even my second. Hahahahhahaha. Plus im working at the titanic exhibition so i had the sudden urge to watch titanic :O

HAHAHAHHAHA its gna be so diff this time watching rose walk down the grand stair case and stuff cos i get to see that everytime im at work lololololol.

KKKKK so i will finally blog and update on my life tmrw. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAA.

And i was suppose to work tmrw but i think my schedule got changed so tmrw no work for me! Another free day. I shall go gai gai and buy some christmas presents................................ FOR MYSELF ^^

Ok la if i see anything nice i shall buy for ppl too. LOLOLOLOLOL.

Today my sister come home with a few plastic bag so naturally i was excited and curious. LOLOLOLOL So i was like WHAT U BUY?!!!! Then she try hide from me so i excitedly ask her "YOU BUY FOR ME CHRISTMAS PRESENT IS IT!!!!"

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA then i saw a cotton on body plastic bag "You bought me something from cotton on T_T?!!" Hahahahhahahaha and yes she did. She bought me a bra. Quite pretty then i was like WHY U SO NICE..... AND THEN I THOUGHT "COS GOT DISCOUNT RIGHT!!!" And yes i was right again..... $10. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA. FML. Ok la i wasnt intending to get her anything. Ok maybe shall buy her chocolates. LOLOL last year i bought her cheap chocolates. lollllllll. Like $2? HAHAHHAHHAHAAAAHA.

Oh and she was like "NICE RIGHT!! (The bra) Size and everything correct right...... maximum padding and push up A cup"

SADLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YES. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA

Ok shall go watch titanic now bye!!!

2011-11-21T22:58:00.001+08:00

I think the best way to voice out my feelings would be through my blog. I don't exactly like to tell ppl abt my thoughts and feelings cos I rly hate my friends to worry abt me.

I mean I'm ok la I'm not like devastated till I wna commit suicide that kind. It's just the occasional changes in mood when I reflect on what has happened in the recent months. When I'm in school or working or watching my shows I'm completely distracted but once I'm done with all that I'm forced to think abt all these unnecessary stuff.

Btw an update on my mundane life..

I've started working at an awesome place with some of ac ppl. I do enjoy working although I have to stand alot. But overall it's nice to have new responsibilities to take on and not just watch dramas all day long.

I also experienced being a fangirl for 2 days and it's the most tiring thing ever. But 2pm is daebak and all I had done was worth it. More on that in the next post when I finally upload my cam pics into my com.

Ok nothing else that is interesting. Tmrw's gna be a rly long day I hope I enjoy it though.

Bai world.

2011-11-21T00:35:00.001+08:00

The worse time of the day would definitely be the moment I'm all alone and off the cyber world and trying to fall asleep. It's when all the scary thoughts flow in and it can't be stopped. To say I'm sad would be an understatement. I'm extremely disappointed but what's done is done and u can't make a person love u anymore than they set themselves to. U can choose how much u wna put into a r/s but u can't expect someone else to do the same.

That's the worse part.

2011-11-01T23:33:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

I'm feeling so depressed just thinking that there's school tmrw. My attendance is horrible to the terrible. I should be kicked out of school :(

All I wna do is stay home and finish up on family outing and WGM. Sighhhhhhhh.

2011-09-24T16:10:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

It's scary how God can take a life away as easily as he gives. He might have a greater plan installed by doing so but of course it's easy to say cos im not my sister.

This morning my sister received a call informing her that her husband (my brother-in-law) of 10 years just had a heart attack and died....while he was in m'sia. He was only 39 btw. As much of a shock it is to hear I'm sure it's not easy for her to handle such bad news. But my sister is rly cool and she handles such matters rly well. She did what she have to do and now she's otw back from m'sia.

Its the people whom u leave behind that suffers the most. The first thing that came to my mind when i heard the news was how is Baby I gonna grow up w/o a dad. He's only 5 years old. He's RLY smart for his age but death is not something u expect a 5 yro to understand.

In approximately an hrs time my sister will be back to break the news to baby I cos my mumz couldn't bring herself to do it. I can't help but think about his rxn and his future and all. Of course I also got think abt my sister la. But she's a grown up. She will accept everything... Eventually. But omg baby I.... He's still clueless abt the whole thing. All I did once he woke up was to play games and watch videos on the iPad with him. Looking at him laughing and smiling makes me wna cry knowing that he will find out sooner or later.

Ok just needed somewhere to rant.. Bai guyzz. Oh ya don't ask me anything also!! Lol

2011-09-23T01:46:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Haven't blogged for a RLY long time. Neglected this space for way too long. Just as how I neglected a million other things. I have been too caught up with being in a r/s that I just forgot abt everything else that was in my life.

It sure did hit me hard when reality set it. Of course idw it to be like that but I don't make all the decisions. Idk what's gna happen between S and I bcos he sure as hell isn't one who is decisive. Which I'm not complaining abt bcos it gives me that few more happy days before I turn into a depressed monster. Not looking forward to that btw.

But throughout this whole 5 second drama I finally realized who rly are the ones that matter the most and who are the ones that will stay by ur side when the going gets tough. My family of course.

I certainly am not proud to say that I have not been the most filial daughter. But despite all that my famz have been rly understanding and supportive of my decisions. Of course that are upset with the way I acted but when trouble arises they are there to cushion the blow. I cannot express how much they have done for me in the past few days when I was at my lowest.

I still am sore about the whole incident but I've got to put on a brave front so no one gets too upset... Which includes my awkwardly worried dadz. Lol. And yes if any of my friends read this post... No questions pls cos I myself also got no conclusions abt anything. Feeling equally lost tooooo.

I'm rly tired though and I wna give up I think I've tried too hard and been way to cool abt everything. I mean... It's not like me to be like that. I am suppose to be the cool one ok. Why like that huhzzz.

K nvm just make use of the next few days to relax and take my mind off things. Starting tmrw. I dwna miss out anything else anymore.. Get my priorities straight and don't ever put anyone else first place when you arent placed first in return.

Kkkkkkk like my sister told me... Just sleep it off and everything will be better tmrw. Its not my lost if someone decides to give up on me so easily. Yah right... Easier said than done..

Kk anyone wna date me now? I'm quite pretty.... And a rly good girl. Potential daughter in law. Ok jk my life is too messed up now. K bai guyz. I rly hope S and I work things out and everything goes back to normal. Wish me luck v^^v

2011-09-10T03:52:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

My blog can be counted as dead liao lor. HAHAHAHAHAHA so much for wanting to be a famous blogger. Famous blogger my pangsai ah.

Holidays have started for a week already. The past week has been rly good and bad to me. Experienced getting ditched for one day and my world almost fell apart. Lol S is the love of my life, my everything, the answer to my prayer.... Ok jk. Just rly dk what I would do without him.

Anyway things between us are fine now. And I hope it stays that way.. Oh and I wna say that without my friends I think I would have had killed myself in that 24 hrs S was being a bitch. Hahahahaha my friends RLY the sweetest I wna cry nao:'( they come all the way to my doorstep with lots of comfort food in a bid to cheer me up. They succeeded of course cos i was like damn gan dong. Hahahahhahaahhaha.

Anyways now we have a new addition to our life. Hahahaha S's step bro came from thailand!!!! Wooo nv seen him before. Hahahahahahahahhaha only problem is I RLY got a problem communicating with him. Usually I will say a long sentence and his back will be like ?_______? HAHAHAHAHAHA so now he's sharing the room with S and I HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA I mean I'm suppose be Dulan or something right? But I'm actually quite happy cos we taught him how to play monopoly deal and now we got new kaki!! LOL and he is rly naise and I think he quite sweet that kind. And gentle.... Not gay but like soft spoken. Maybe that's cos I just got to know him? Hahahhahaha.

Think we three too gay liao. We can become happy family alr. Can go out tgt come home tgt play monopoly deal and watch movie tgt. Lol that day we watched "hello stranger" (Thai show) cos he only understand Thai then sunnybunny had to translate the whole show to me in English cos the subs were in Chinese T______T

Shall blog properly next time. Bai

2011-08-11T23:07:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

Ok MIA for lots of dayzzz again. I wna start blogging regularly again cos i wna read back and rmb what i do. Hahahahahahaha i have super bad memory :(

Anyway today i couldnt wake up for sch again fml. Why must sch be so early? T___________T So i gave sch a miss and went straight to my tuitions.

Btw i have this new sec 3 student. Like my first lesson she wore her pyjamas and she wore her specs and stuff so i just assumed she was kinda nerdy... but i didnt bother. So today was my 2nd lesson w her and she told me my top was quite naise. Hahahahahahaha then i told her i D.I.Y one. She was like omg so cool. So i felt cool. Then she showed me a few of her clothes. Hahahahahhaa ok i asked her to. Then i was like "OMG we got same taste!!!" Hahahahahaha we rly like the exact same type of clothes so we spent the next 2 hrs discussing about clothes and talking about pretty bloggers and showing each other naise tumblr pictures. LOLOLOLOL and she showed me a photo of herself she edited. Damn chio can. I ttly wouldnt know it was her ok.

This is my top i did!!! Hahahaahahahhaha nothing much la i just cut the leopard printed cross and pasted in on a long sleeve top i had. Copy from some tops i saw online! And i added the naise effect my student taught me to do!!! Wooooooooooooooooooo chionesssss. Ok her was rly chio. I think next lesson i ask her send me the pic. But i scared she thought i stalker. Btw i think she thinks im quite cool. HAHAHAHAHA

Ok btw if u dont alr know my birthday is over. Hahahahahaha i had the best birthday ever w AC. I love my AC so much ok they so sweet i wna cry :O Ok i blog about how i spent my birthday w AC and my favourite boy in the world wide world next post ok. Cos i think i will take a rly long time. Just know that AC rly super sweet to me this year ^^ I had an unexpectedly naise time w S too. Hahahahahahahahahaha i rly dont have any expectations for him cos he rly not sweet at all. Fml. LOLOLOL.

Kk blog tmrwzzzz BAI GUYZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!

*UPDATEZZZZ

Hahahahahaha i gotz something to share. Kk i had a talk with S just ytd. Hahahahahahahahahhahahaha ok pls be prepared bcos im rly drama mama. Ok so u knw Chris Medina right? U know his story of how he was so sweet and stuff right. Ok if u dknow pls go watch on you tube... okok fine i put it here.

Ok so i cry everytime i watch this or "What are words" ok. So plus recently i watched 855 then got this drama the guy got some tumor in his head and he was gna die but the girl still wna be w him and all that shit and i wnted to cry ok. So i asked S a what if question:

"What if one day i had no hair (Cos this would be more appropriate)... would u still love me? Would u still wn to be w me?"
"*long long long pause* This kind of thing v hard to say one..... we wait till it happens then we'll know"

Fml pls. I expected him to say yes. Ok i thought his love for me was so much more T______T Ttly wrong. So i cried like there's no tmrw (HAHAHAHAAH IM SO DRAMA BTH SIAL). Hahahahahaha he says i love him too much. I mean ok i quite bastard sometimes. I shout at him alot and lost my temper damn easily. But deep down i am like crazily in love ok. Its like i dont see him for a few min and i miss him already. Hahahaahahahaha i can sneak out of the house after midnight take a cab down to his work place just to meet him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA im so dumb but i rly cant help it. So ok then i asked myself the same question. If he had no hair.... i was like "duhhhh" i would still be w him. Then i think again thats not the right scenario....

So what if he lost his legs or became blind. Would i love him enough and still be with him? I rly dk. I wna believe yes but this question is rly unfair. Cos from chris medina's point of view... he was gna marry her. For S and I... we only tgt 3 months T_____________________T HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA so its rly unfair so ok i shall ask myself this 1 year later................................ if we are still tgt :O

K bai again.

2011-07-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Ok jason and maxe keep complaining that if i dont update soon im gonna lose their readership too :( Sad life forever. So here i am.......................... blogging even though im not done with nvp. The sacrifice i make. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. K i feel abit detached from my blog after not blogging for so many days.

I have been super busy the pass few weeks. I have been skipping school very minimally nowadays which is why its taking a toll of my body :( Hahahahahahahaha i feel super restless and lethargic the past few days bcos of school. Hahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahah im so exaggerating but its true!!!!!! I dont even do much once i rch home.

Ok i havent been home much. Lolololol i have been staying at S's like so often i get homesick sometimes.. Its like one day i am there... i go back the next day and im back there the next day again. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA srsly i am there like everyday. The other day S and I were cooking pasta and his papa decided to ask me..

"You got eat Thai food before?"
"No.."
"Next time sunny mother help you cook... when you coming again?"
"*awkward long pause*...................................................... ehhhhhhhhhhh i am here almost everyday. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

Hahahahahahahahahahahahhaha so embarrassing. Sometimes i try to hide in S's room so i no need to say the-awkward-hi cos i am just there S O O F T E N. Hahahahahahahahaha imagine you were him... confirm think im some psychotic gf who clings to S everyday. LOLOLOLOLOL.

Anyway birthday's in a week time and im not excited for it at all. Hahahahahahaha think i lost all the excitement and also cos i cant afford the dslr. Fml. Plus i told S idw him to bring me out or anything cos idw him to waste money on food. Lolololol BUT secretly i want him to bring me out somewhere naise. But of course................. my camera comes first still. So set my priorities.... DSLR .COMES. FIRST.

K back to nvp. BAI.

2011-07-21T02:11:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Ok im losing my readers. Hahahahahahaha. I rly wna say that its bcos i have been busy with projects that i havent been updating this space regularly.... but no. Today i realised i havent even been spending much time on projects. Although i keep lying to myself that i have. I cancel like most of my tuitions these two weeks only to find myself not putting the spare time to good use. Fml.

Today was the first day this whole sem i went to school on a Wednesday. Today was also the first time this term i didnt cab to school. I spend like shit loads of my earnings on cab lor. Cab to sch. Cab home from S's cab to tuition. Cab from tuition to tuition. Maybe i should hire a chauffeur. Ok no $$. Lol i dwna sound like a cab-whore... but i rly hate taking the train to school. The thought of walking all the way to business block makes my wna skip school entirely.Worse........... today i had to find my groupmates at the library....... which means i had to walk super farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. K nvm, get over it. You not rich so buay sai cab to school everyday ok.

Spend the entire day from 2-10 at school today tryna finish up GBE and RM. Projects out to shrink my tiny brains lor. Alr so puny still make me stressed T_______________T Wna die. Nvm at least im done with it. Jay-sorn helped me alot with GBE cos i had no clue as to what i was finding. LOLOLOL. Yah and tmrw's the deadline. Im so last minute. Then finished up RM with maxe didi.............. hahahahahahahahaha he cnt stand doing work with me i think. Its either i distract him or i be a perfectionist and do things my way. Hahahahahahahhaahahaha. Im sucha hard person to work with.

Ok random photo of my camwhoring during tuition. Hahahahahahaha my student gave me the O_____O face when she caught me camwhoring :O I wanted to show my contacts. Lol yes fyi i started wearing coloured contacts. Sumpa it makes a diff to how i look!!

Anyway i will give a proper update tmrw or friday ok. Im rly tired but i forced myself to do a blogpost. Hahahahahahahha. K BAI GUYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ <3

2011-07-15T01:31:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Ok ok ok ok ok ok i know i know i know i havent been updating as regularly as before. And somemore w/o any pictures at all. Im like rly busy. Hahahahahahhaahaha i wanted to say busy with reports but..... so far ive only started on 1. Ok idky im so busy either. Maybe its bcos i started attending school regularly ? Maybe.

K sowieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Tmrw i promise i update ok. Railway pics.... Jaysorn the awesome uploaded all the photos alr!! :O HAIRPEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Tmrw i gonna be a rly long day. School from 8-5. Sheez's club event at Shangrila at nightzz. I hope i dont die cos i dont think im gna get much sleep :( 1.30 and im not done with my part for nvp. Stress :O

K BAI WAIT FOR MY UPDATE TMRW!!!!

2011-07-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Ok im behind schedule on all my projects :( 3 projects due next week and i have to get my part for nvp done by tmrw :(

Self proclaimed off day from school today. Actually wednesdays are perma holidays. Hahahahahaha ive nv been to school this sem on a wed :O So met up with "Lady antebellum + Robz+Xm" for our trip to the railway to take chio pics before it gets demolished. I didnt even know it existed till today though. Lololol.

Will update with pics tmrw when im done w NVP ^^ Jay-sornnnnnnn........ my fanclub chairman...........................i know you are very efficient and will upload photos by tmrw right? I give you pay raise :)

K bai maybe if im done with nvp fast i will update again!! ^^

2011-07-13T02:55:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

I think my perception of a perfect r/s is based on a fairytale. Ok ok maybe not so much of fairytale but of hongkong dramas. I watch alot of hk dramas and i nv fail to go "awwwwwwwwwwwwwww shooooo swchweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet O_O" when a guy goes all out to chase a girl. (sudd jason comes to my mind) The guy does every sweet thing possible to get into the girl's good books and get her to like him back. And the girl will play hard to get and stuff and the guy tries even harder. Hahahahahahaha i like to watch this kind of shows!!!!!

I always wanted my own type of fairytale. Hahahahahaha no la not like to kuazhang cinderella type of fairytale. My type of fairytale very simple one. Hahahahaha.

1. Get a husband: He doesnt need to be good looking, as long as he is tall its all good ^^ Money wise...... dont need to be rich but must have the potential to earn and maybe become a millionaire? Hahahahahahahaha. Basically he have to have the ability to "yang wo" and pay for EVERYTHING.

2. So he has to pay for everything cos............im not gonna work. Ok not gonna work long term. I wanna be a teacher but not teach forever!!! I wanna teach till im like 35-40 yrs old? Then im gonna quit my job and be a house wife and spend time with my only child whom has to be a girl!! Cos i wna play dress up...

3. Oh i want a maid too.... Cos i nv ever wna do housework. I mean basic housework like ironing or sweeping the floor is still ok. BUT..... i never ever wna clean the toilet :O I hate toilets. And i need a maid to help to catch cockroach and lizard!!!!!!!!

4. How will i spend my whole week then after my early retirement? Im gonna online shop every weekday while my daughter is in school. Im gonna buy pretty clothes and plan my outfits for......................... the weekends!!! HAHAHAHAHA to go dating with my husband. And everyday i fetch my daughter to school i also must pretend i gg fashion show. Hahahahaha. And every weekend my husband has to bring me out cos he is only allowed to work 5 days a week. And weekends are our time tgt. Lol maybe occasionally bring the daughter out but I dont rly care about her.... i only care about my husband. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Then we will take chio pictures and i will update my blog and continue to be a famous blogger.

5. Oh best if like my husband have those bo chap parents cos im rly not good with old ppl. Like mother-in-law, father-in-law nonsense. Sorrehhhhhh i rly dk how to deal with it. Cos im like ttly spoilt and i wont treat them well and they will hate me forever.

6. How will my husband treat me? He will be the sweetest guy and NV EVER throw tantrums at me. Cos thats my job. Occasionally he will surprise me with presents and flowers and handwritten cards <3 Sometimes he will come back with truckloads of junkfood to satisfy my cravings. He must nv ever ever ever ever say im fat or ugly cos i will ttly divorce him. Oh yes of course he must be true to me. Cannot have affair or cheat on me. Flirting with his staff from the company also counted as cheating on me. The moment i catch him cheating i will divorce him and sue him and stuff and get alimony. HAHAHAHHAHA must i sue him? Idk sia i watch show one.

7. Omg i forgot about the most impt thing.... our wedding T________________________T I have two types of wedding la. If i marry a rich guy i wanna have my wedding in an ang moh country and honeymoon n europe. If he poor then simple wedding in singapore lor. BUT.... no matter how poor i must have the most awesome wedding dress ever.... FML im like crying as i blog. Im like ttly imagining my whole life ahead of me and acting as if its real. Honeymoon where ah.... Either bangkok or hongkong cos no Europe means i want a shopping trip!!!

8. Oh yahhhhhhh this one quite impt also. My husband MUST give into me. Im always right no matter what and he must must must treat me like a princess. I will feel damn xinfu if my husband treats me lika princess O:)

OK. IM. SO. NOT. GETTING. MARRIED....................

BAI GUYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

2011-07-12T23:34:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

"Unconditional love is a term that means to love someone regardless of the loved one's qualities or actions."

Its not as easy as it sounds. I always feel that if I am nice to u it should be reciprocated and not be overlooked or taken advantage of. I'm rarely nice to ppl if u know me well. I mean I treat all my friends like ok but I wont like give my all into the friendship unless you're a good friend la.

So why can u just understand that im tryna put across to you that I'm unhappy?:( Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one trying to make a r/s work. At first of course I tried to suck it up but after a while it gets tiring ok. I hate that u aren't ready to sacrifice as much as I'm willing to give in.

I've got a hunch that this is gna be my worst birthday ever. I usually am super stocked for my birthdays. I mean it only happens once a year what of course I want it to be special. Its like once a year u get a day that is yours (unless u have friends w the same bday la, FYL) and u finally are given the right to feel like a princess and be the princess. You are showered with all the love u don't get on a normal day and not to forget the occasional presents.

I hate it when ppl buy me presents which I don't want or don't need at all. I'm not being fussy I'm just being practical. Thats why when ppl ask me what I want for my birthday I won't be shy at all and say exactly what I want. But since it's so hard to make me happy just this once a year and get me what I want... Fine. I'm not being materialistic ok, it's not as if I make ppl buy me gifts all year round. I don't even ask ppl to buy me stuff unless it's my birthday what. So fine wtv idw any presents anymore. I don't even want a camera anymore. I don't even want to remind my parents that it's my birthday again. Im not even playing reverse psychology here ok. I'm rly dw a camera anymore. The most I just don't get the shoes and save up a bit more and buy everything I want myself. I hate it when ppl make it sound like I'm unreasonable ok or when ppl tell me I'm materialistic.

Will blog later. Bai for nao.

2011-07-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Ok i deleted my previous post. Idw ppl to think S is the worst bf ever. Hahahahaha of course i get unhappy sometimes but the fact is that i do love him more than anything. I complain alot but rly i dont think theres anyone else like him ok. I know there are many guys out there who are willing to do so much more but S is rly different. He knows how to make me feel special and needed. And yes it is his fuck-care attitude that makes me unable to stay apart from him. HAHAHAHA my friends should know. The more you dont give a shit about me the more i will like you.

Had my morning tuitions in the morning and dadz fetch me home after. We made a stop at shengsiong to stock up on instant noodles. Hahahahahahahaha we damn exagerating we buy so much maggi i think can last so long. And dadz stop me at 7 eleven to get............... more maggi!! HAHAHHAHAHA its the awesome one i was talking about. Lazy blog about it today...

Btw i decided im gonna save up to get myself a birthday present for myself!! HAHAHAHHAHAAHHA since no one is gonna fufil my wishlist i will have just to do it myself. Ok i tried to psycho my mumsy to get instax 210. But she so giam siap. So i think in the end i have to get myself again fml.

Anyway i want this:

Sam Edelman Zoe!! Wooooooooooooooooooooo its like statement shoes can. Ok maintain maintain. Omg but i rly want it!!! But its like $194.95 on solestruck.. $5 more and got free shipping :( But mxm i only can get one lor. Somemore change to SGD i think im gonna be broke :((((((((((

Past few days i keep thinking about it lor until i cannot sleep. I feel like getting the inspired ones one my sister say buy real one better. Sad :(

I want a few other things but i need see how much i can save before my birthday first. HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHHAHA.

K UPDATE ANOTHER TIME BAI.

2011-07-08T15:05:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Sighhhhhhhhhhhh I think my period cmg soon cos I'm feeling all angsty and emo again:(:(:( didn't go to school again. Fml. Gonna see a doctor laterzzzzz. Maybe I should also ask about my irregular periods. But I scared he tell me I got ovarian cancer :O

I'm so bored and upset. Sometimes I feel S isnt there at all. He's so caught up with his own life juggling work, study and friends:( He doesn't even have any time for me at all. Like srsly I want he to be the I'm-free-24/7 type but he's the exact opposite. Sometimes I wna ask him to shop with me but he's nv free. Even on his off days. Dulan. And AC is nv free for me too:( I rly wanna go shopping sia. Today is one of the rare occasions I dwna shop alone but NO ONE CAN SHOP W ME:( major upset.

Now I'm torn between shopping alone or just stay home the whole day. Don't even feel like meeting S at all.

Bai..

2011-07-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Today was off day from school again since its wednesday. I realised i only go to school 2 or 3 times a week. Fmlllllllllllllllllllllll >:O I just dont rly like to go to school. Hahahahahaha i made use of my iaf results to persuade my mumz to let me crash at S's again. Im awesome at this kind of stuff.

"Hello mummy ah.... u know that day i take exam right today i get back my results leh.... i got 86!!! Thats an A btw.. "
"Ok thats good keep it up!!"
"So can i stay sunny house today? :)"
"Is there a link between your results and staying over? T_____________T"
"Yes it shows that he is not affecting my studies at all!!! (THATS A LIE)"

Hahahahahahahaha and so i managed to land myself in the nua-est place on earth. Watched a few episodes of modern family before he came back with weird paus from crystal jade. Hahahahahahahahahaha he was damn excited "Are you hungry?? I bought you food to eat!!! *ttly excited voice*" I was so excited i thought he bought like char kway tiao or chai tao kway or something along that line then i saw the pau T_________T HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ok i still ate them in the end!!

I like days like these. I like to spend time w S just talking; discussing theories and listening to his stories. Hahahahahahaha usually he is the one with the theories i just listen and agree. HAHAHAHAHAHA. But its times like these that make me happy and feel so xin fu. S might not be the sweetest but he is a nice person. But he srsly isnt sweet at all. Hahahahaha.... he doesnt do the "OK IM THE MAN I SHOULD BE DOING THIS NOT YOU" stuff. Which is kinda disappointing cos sometimes i want him to be that way. But ok im not the best one on earth either so i shouldnt be complaining <3.

We were both famished by late afternoon when we finally woke up and ordered pastamania. He is sucha scary eater i swear!!!! At first he say ask if got any promo for 2 ppl: 1 pasta, 1 pizza and other stuff. I thought it was enough already but no he wanted me to order the promo for a party of 3 to 4?! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA YKNOW GOT WHAT NOT????

2 Pastas, 1 10 inch pizza, 2 chicken wing, Garlic bread and 3 cans of coke.

FML HE MANAGED TO EAT MOST OF IT!!!! Hahahahahahahhaha i underestimated him T__________T Then i left to go for my tuiton and dadz dropped us at jp so i can send out my parcels!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I EARN ALOT THIS WEEK FROM MY BLOGSHOP. Hahahahahhaha like >$200 leh. But i alr spend most of it. Idk where:O My bank left $4.19. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA I SRSLY DK WHERE ALL MY MONEY GO TO!!!! I havent even been buying clothes online. Fmlzzzzzzz.

Anyway since im talk about my blogshop....

SHOP NOW!!!!!

Ok some items are alr sold so if you wna buy ask me first!! Text or whatsapp me 90096456 :) I will be adding a few more clothes tonight or tmrw!! Hahahahahhaha sheez's clothes and a few more of mine!!! Woooooooooooooo

Ok BAI GUYZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Btw my blog is rly getting rly boring. HAHAHAHAHHAHAH i cannot think of anything interesting and i dont have pictures so .... Bai.

2011-07-06T03:39:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Ok my stats are becoming more pathetic by the day. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA fml I'm so not gonna become a famous blogger T________T

First day of school for me today. Hahahaha only one tutorial. But w the most annoying tutor ever. Ok today he was quite nice to me. Hahahahahha btw I did damn well for iaf!!!:) woooooo I think I got talent. I'm so amazed by myself. Lol A leh wah I'm so happy. Hahahahhaa even iaf teacher ho is biased against me praised me for the first time today!! Woooooooo.

Today S told me I'm the laziest girl he has ever seen. Hahahahahaha am I rly that lazy?? Ok what. Cos I asked him to cook Maggi mee for me and wash up after I eat. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA but that's only right what!! He is supposed to do that for me no? And I'm quite sweet to him too ok sometimes.... So give and take we balance balance la.. Equally lazy.

Lol btw he hates to eat instant noodles cos he says it's unhealthy... So I offered to share w him be he dw cos he say eat Maggi mee "low class" HAHAHAHAHAHA STEP ONLY!!

Then I cannot finish so I push it to him and he bo bian have to eat so...

"*eats first mouth*"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA NOW YOU ARE EVEN LOWER CLASS THAN ME!! YOU EAT MY LEFTOVER!!!!"
"T_____________T"

Then he force me to eat one mouth...

"HA! NOW YOU ARE THIRD CLASS!!!!! Eat the leftover of the leftover!!!!!!"

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHA SO LAME BUT SO FUNNY!!!

K this is so boring I don't have any pictures I ttly need a camera:(

Tmrw I intro y'all a super naise bei bei mian ok!!! It's like super yummy. Shall ask S to buy for me otw back!!! It's like so yummy I cannot even describe how yummy it is.

Ok bai guyzzzzzz

2011-07-05T01:59:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Ok I'm so screwed I told myself this whole holiday that I'm not gonna skip school at all. Not even lectures. Ok..... Apparently not. First day of school and I missed it. I swear I didn't mean to do it on purpose. I slept damn early ytd ok. I even told S I'm not gonna talk to him on the phone cos I need to sleep early for school. I slept before 2.30 leh that's like a miracle ok...

Fml.

And guess what time sleeping beauty finally woke up despite the incessant vibrating from whatsapp... 4. Yes 4 in the afternoon. I sleep damn excessively ok and it's not a joke. How do I even sleep so much!?!?! Maybe I rly am sleeping beauty........ Maybe I'm just a beauty. Ok not funny..... T_____T

So tmrw school starts at 9am but I'm kinda contemplating if I should just skip that and attend the tutorial at 12pm. Baby steps man baby steps. Being present for every class is rly not an easy task :O So for now I shall not be so ambitious and just aim to attend all my tutorials for the week.

K boring post.... I'll try to blog something better tmrw when I finally turn up for school. BAI GUYZZZZZZ

2011-07-04T01:23:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahhahahahhahaahah i got another story to share. Today when i was walking to my house got this ang moh dude from my condo tried to talk to me...LOLOL I WAS NOT PREPARED AT ALL....

"Hey..."
"*turn around*"
"Whats your name?"
"*FML OMG IS HE GNA KIDNAP ME?!?!?!*"
"Whats your name? :)"
"Ehhhhh ehhhhhh *points to the building in front of me* .... i stay here..... *chiong to the lift*"

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA FML IM SO UNCOOL!!!!! I need to maintain a bit sial. Cannot like that. Handsome guy talk to me only i buay tank one siazzz. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAA. I will damn jinzhang and my brain cnt think :O

Btw did i mention before i like random ppl to come up and talk to me... best is ask for my number. HAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHHA I.WILL.FEEL.SO.CHIO ^^ Hahahahahahhahahah but rarely got ppl talk to me :( Think i not chio enough.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAH SHOULD FLIP HAIR MORE TO ATTRACT MORE PPL TO TALK TO ME. Lololol actually galz i also dont mind!! I just like strangers talking to me. I will feel popular and chio!!!!!! HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAH

BAI

2011-07-04T00:58:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Had my usual tuitions in the morning. I rly hate teaching tuition :( But no money ah need to teachhhhhhhhhhhhh fml :((((((((((((((((((((

Met S after tuitions. Was supposed to watch a movie but its Sunday and confirm crowded to we made new plans. Lolololol go ikea eat meatballzzzz. But then.......................... the queue was like :O It was so insane ok. Like u rly wanna eat the meatballzz so badly that y'all must queue so long? V kuazhang sia. So we went to anchorpoint to eat dinzzz. Hahahahahahaha S was feeling generous today so it was his treat at Jack's place. Wooooooooooooooo the food damn yummy. Lololol he said he felt bad that we couldnt watch a movie. HAHAHAHHAHAH SO I LET HIM FEEL BAD!!!! I wasnt the high maintenance one who suggested we eat there ok. Hahahahhaha actually i think im quite low maintenance. As in ok i spend alot of money but i spend my own money. If you my boyfriend you dont rly need to spend alot of money on me one cos im so understanding. Ok fml i just rmbed i asked S to get me a camera. But he's not getting so im still not-high-maintenance..... T______T

Btw this is gonna sound very surprising...... but S and i never watched a movie tgt before:O HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA I SUMPA. IDKY ALSO!!!!! We just nv mutually agreed to watch before. When i wna watch he dwna watch. When he wna watch i dwna watch. So yah but wtv thats not very impt. And thats why he felt bad and wanted to treat me to a naise dinzzz. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH. Seeeeeee im rly not high maintenance at all. Just wanted to clear this up. Im sure all of u think that S has to spend lots of $$$$$$ on me right!!

We take turns to pay. HAHAHHAHAHA I READ ON CLEO BEFORE. A girl should always pay 1 out of the 3 times you eat. Something like that. Last time both of us damn gei siao... always "NO NO IT'S OK I PAY I PAY!!! RLY ITS OK" We will fight for the bill. Now its like....

"Today who pay.... you treat ah?"
"No la siao you pay la duhhhhh"
"T_____T :( *Sad life forever*"

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA

Wooooooooooooooooooooooo food pictures!!

Lol S requested for medium rare and they gave him well done..... then he cut open the steak and his face became T________T. HAHAHAHHAHAHHA the restaurant manager saw his face and immd offered to change the whole plate!!!! She damn nice sia. I was like damn happy with the service i swear!!!! S didnt even request for a change she was like..

"No no you cant eat this.. the meat is too tough it wont taste nice... if you dont mind waiting i can get a new plate for you:)"

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I DIN KNOW GOT PPL SO NICE ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plus he alr ate half of the potato. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH

Ok i forgot to take the yummy dessert. Cos it looked to yummy i chiong-ed to eat it. HAHAHHAHAHAHHA FML.

Then we went to gai gai in ikea and plan for our future home tgt. Ok jkjkjkjk. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. He wanted to buy a quilt and the cover. Hahahahahhaha S is sucha girl sometimes. He can shop in ikea like forever lor. Fml ok i was damn lazy to walk already but he so enthu about ikea stuff. My face was like T______T the whole way. Hahahahhahahaha then we reached some cooking timer device section. Hhahahhahahahhahah and he damn childish. He go set like >10 timer's to like 5 min and forced me to linger ard that area so we can hear it ring. HAHAHHAHAAHHAHAH I WAS LIKE T_____________T

I no do such things ok bcos im kewl. Yo yo yo wazzuppppppppzzz.

Btw look at this. Got it from tumblr HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH I HAVE BEEN LAUGHING AT IT FOR 2 DAYS. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA.

K bai school starts tmrw... fml :(

2011-07-03T02:51:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Lazy to on com so I blog from my phone.

Ok I officially think imma loser. Hahahahahaha I cnt get mad at S at all. The moment I see his face it's like I ttly forget I was angry with him in the first place. So he doesn't ever realise I'm angry too. Lol fml.

Ok the queen is very unhappy with me for crashing at S's again. Hahahahahaha but srsly it's the only way we can meet!! He works like almost everyday and there is no other way I can spend time with him. And not spending time is extremely unhealthy:O

Plus I rly like to stay there. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA even when S is not around. Even better.... His parents also always not around. Hahahahahaha so everytime im alone I will lock myself in his room and blast music and sing along to it.... If I know the lyrics. Hahahahahahahaha then when I hear footsteps at the corridor I immd shut up and act normal. I scared later the family hear me sing I so ps sia dk where to hide my face:O

So ytd he came back early from his dumb/stupid/useless night cycling at midnight-ish. It's early cos usually our day ends at 5 in the morning. Ytd was worse... We slept at 7am. Idk what's wrong with us. Had macs for supper and watched some stupid alien movie. I slept like 20 min into the movie T______T by the time I woke up it was 6am. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH. Talking abt aliens.... The other day I was telling his about my birthday present again....

"so what you buying for me?????? Buy camera leh:("
"Siao...no... I buy u phone.................. So u can phone home. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
"T_______T"
"oh wait no no I buy u a bicycle so u can ride it home!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA "
"T___________________T I don't freaking look like ET ok >:("

HAHAHAHAHA FMLLLLL he everytime say I look like ET:( I don't right!!!

Anyway today was sucha wasted day. S left for work at 2 and I stayed to watch Modern Family and I took a rly long nap till 6. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA im a pig:O finally managed to drag myself outta his hse at 8 and went back home. I can nua the whole day at his house w/o food leh. Lololol so by the time I rched home I was starving so I ate kfc. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA fatty.

K today so boring no pictures somemore. Tmrw k my loyal readers. BAI GUYZZZZZZ.

2011-07-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Today was a sucky day. Im like so upset. S bailed on me on the last min :( Ok la we didnt actually say we were gg out but Fridays are assumed to me spent with me!!! Im so upset. Cancelled tuitions for nothing T_______T But aiya sheez says im weak and i will nv get angry with S at all. At most angry 1-2 hrs. True. I psychoed myself like the whole day to ignore his calls and not go over to his house at all. But i failed :( FML TTM.

So today i woke up w/o an alarm. First time my whole holiday. Wooooooooo. Headed out in the evening cos i was srsly bored at home. Nothing to do at all.

Anyway guess is this my niece or nephew????

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HAHAHAHHAHAHAH ITS NEPHEW!! Baby I looks so much like a girl lor FHL. Plus all the accesories. Lol if you rly wanted to know he wore everything by his own free will ok. I only help him wear the hairband. Everytime he go out strangers will refer to him as "Xiao mei mei", "Ah girl" OR "girl girl" HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAH SRSLY FHL. Who ask him to have features of a girl..... LOLOLOL.

Was supposed to meet xm and selina to shop today. But since i left house late plus xm had a headache from shopping they left early. HAHAHAHHAHA FMLLLLL. I rched town at 6 and met xm, selina and sheez and they all left at 6.30. HAAHAHHAHAHAH and sheez went for her club meeting. LOLOLOL So i chose shopping over xm's house cos i rly wanted to shop. Imma shopaholic.

#foreveralone

Shopped at FEP and got myself a pair of shoes cos my wedges was hurting me like crazy. Got a pair of lower wedge. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA. Its so comfortable. Then i did eyelash extensions. FML OK its so fugly. I wna burn the shop and nv go back again. Regret doing it there. Should have just tried Milly's. I think it would've been much better. Dulan. The moment i opened my eyes i looked in the mirror and my face was like this O.o +T______________T

Hahahahhahahhahhh the extensions like so pathetic. My normal fake eyelashes also 10x thicker lor. And the person like dont like me or what cos every other customer in the shop had super chio extensions T____T And there were like 4-5 other customers. FMLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL I WNA CRY:(

And to remove its like $10. Im ttly gonna pluck out all lor. Lame shit. So dulan i went to buy bbt to calm down. Hahhahahahahhaha i drink bbt every single day. No wonder fat la. Fml.

It looks quite chio from the top but front view no diff at all T____T

K bai my eyes super uncomfortable..... i will probably blog again after i bath. BAI GUYZZZZ

2011-07-01T01:15:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Today was shopping day with clique w + maxe didi and jason. Hahahahahahahahaha so awesomeeeee i love shopping trips like this. Plan was to go oakham market at chinatown. The place is awesome. Has like tons of vintage stuff and most important..... the thrift section!!! The thrift section's prices are all $16.95. Thats like rly low lor and the designs not bad. Some quite common but mostly you wont be able to find it so easily elsewhere. And for the price.... can la. HAHAHAHAHHAA.

All four of the us galz bought stuff from OM!! Woooooooooooo. I love new clothes. Bought 2 tops from the thrift section. Awesome ^^ And their stuff comes in paper bags like takeaway food. Lol. Good thing i brought out my super extremely exageratingly large bag. HAHAHAHAHHAHAH ITS RLY DAMN BIG!! I brought out w me:
1. 1 pair of sandals
2. 2 sunglasses
3. 1 blazer
4. 1 shorts
5. Makeup
6. Wallet, Phone, Superheadz
7. And all my stuff i bought from today's shopping trip!!!

Crazy huge lor the bag.

Lol sorry galzzzzz this was the only picture i liked. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA. And i wasnt even looking. Fml. Feeling ugry todayzzz:(

HAHAHAHAHHAHAH sometimes i think i very purposely also. Im like the tallest among clique w but i still wanna step and wear wedges. HAHAHAHAHA. Btw we were already standing on the slope. Hahahahahahhahahhaha but i cnt help it la i like to stand out from the crowd. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. So stick out like a thumb also must wear wedges!!! Woooooooooooooo.

Then we went Bugis (My shopping haven ^^v) to shop shop see see walk walk. Hahahahahha i keep encouraging the three musketeers (Joz, Sheez, Wj) to get the same clothes in diff colours. HAHAHAHAHHAHA i want them to look like this:

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH U KNOW Y???????? So i can look like the main lead whenever im out with them. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHAH SEE ME IN THE FOREGROUND AND THE THREE OF THEM AT THE BACK???

OR THIS?

HEH HEH HEH OR THIS??

Worse come to worse.......
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THIS :(

But at least i still stand out from the crowd!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. Ok lame.... they didnt actually listen to me and didnt buy same outfits la. But almost ok. But my plan failed :( Ok okokokok im so gonna get punched. Hahahahhahaha.

Anyway the guys damn lame.... hahahhahahahhah they also shopping crazy. See their loots. Lol and they atas one lor. We is go bugis street they go shopping centre buy. LOLOLOL. Too much money. But ok la they bought stuff on sale!!!! I feel damn excited for them ok!! HAHAHHAHAH actually i feel damn excited whenever i see new clothes. Even if its not mine T_______________T

Then we went to eat steamboat!! Hahahahahaha very not worth the money thought IMHO. $19 for a small selection of items. Quite not worth it... but ok la the food not bad!! Hahahahhha and service also. Unlike some other shop which shall not be named..................... with super bad customer service T_____________T Cannot tank.

And im gonna end the photo spam with a super chio backview pic maxe took for me with his iphone app!!! Woooooooooooooooooo i look so chio from the back!! HAHAHHAAHAHA. Quick save this pic in your phones and use it as your background ^^v

K im quite tired. So today lesser talking. Will update again tmrw..... as usual. BAI GUYZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

2011-06-30T02:14:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Ok i rly didnt do anything today. I have nothing to blog about. Haahahahahahahhahahahhahahhahaha.

K bai guyzzz i will update tmrw confirmzzzz. BAIZZZ

2011-06-29T04:01:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahahahaha i have nothing to blog about. I didnt do anything interesting today. Met S in the afternoon and had my two tuitions after. My student keeps wanting to add me on fb.... fml. She keep asking me my name... i was like "si'en" HAHAHAHHAHA. Give her my chinese name so she'll nv be able to find me..

Anyway i added two items to my wishlist. Hahahahaha not birthday wishlist already cos i'll nv get them for my birthday.

I want this!! Cambridge satchel company batchel!! Woooooooooooooooo. But this stupid asos one is sold out!! They only left the one in black. The official web has all the colours though. Alamak...... got one sg web also have but dont have the colours i want!! I want either the black/light brown/ red. I cant decide!!! I wna buy when i save enough money. Lolololol actually not that ex la. $200 +?

Anyone knows if any physical shop in SG selling? :( I wna buy and tryyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

The YSL ring. HAHAHAHAHAHA I THINK IM GONNA BUY AN INSPIRED ONE. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA no money buy real one mah.

Something random...

I love strong brows.. Hahahahhahaha btw if you see me xie zhuang (remove makeup) before right you will know im eyebrow-less. HAHAHAHAHA like literally no brows. Think i inherited from my mumz to have rly fine brows :( But i like rly dark brows!!!! Tmrw onwards im gna use black instead of brown for my brows. LOLOLOLOL

Ogay....... i think i will look like la bi xiao xin :(

#fail

Anyway S is so gay sometimes. HAHAHAHAHAHA. He forever wna act sweet and loving. Cannot tankkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk T_______________________T

K tmrw then i camwhore ok. Later my readers all zao :( BAI GUYZZZZ

2011-06-29T00:20:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

I have nothing interesting to blog about today :( Shall think and blog before i sleep. For now i just wna tell u guys.................................. i got 121 views ytd! HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAAHHA

#loser

K bai.... update laterzzz

2011-06-28T03:03:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Okay finally a proper post after 2 whole days. Hahahahahaha i miss my blog. Oh wait actually only 1 day. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Im so used to blogging every single day. The first thing i do when i come home is ....... edit pictures. Blog. Hahahahahaha then i will have nothing better to do so i will sit around and wait for S to call at about 2 plus and talk till its sleep time. I.have.no.life.

So today was my one and only exam day. Only started studying on Sat :O Hahahahaha w/o any help from robz. Every fm/fma paper he will give me lecture and teach me everything lor. This is the first exam i study on my own. Ok he gave me a short lecture before the paper today. Lol i think im gonna fail this paper though. So many wrong liao. Nb..... messed up CAPM and DCF method!! HAHAHAHAHA i am so blurrrrrrr fml :(

After school we had our class dinner to use up the $10/person from school ^^ I love free stuff!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH anything free.... you'll see me there! :/ So we had dinz at Astons. Lol its the first ever class outing ever since year 2. Lololol out form teacher joined us and was like...

"So... do you guys always go out as a group?"
"No... this is the first time"

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Then the rest headed to Ben n Jerrys for dessert. I left first cos i wanted to go to F21 to change the stupid sailor dress for something else. In the end i got accessories and a clutch. Woooooooooooooooo love new stuff!!

1) Clutch $39
2) Ring $13
3) Cuff $9

Lol had to top up money T______________T Means i spend like more money fml i got no $$$ alr :( When is my next payyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I wna buy so many stuff. I wna order from ASOS!!!!

K anyway S asked me for a second time what i wanted to do for my birthday. Hahahahaha he wanted to bring me out to eat. I was like "No no no no no thats a waste of money you should save that money and buy me a better present ^^"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH IM JUST SAYING WHAT I RLY FEEL WHAT!!!!

So he was like
"Then what you want??"
"A CAMERA .... LX5^^"
"Isnt it the one we saw the other times..... how much ah"
"$600 ^^"
":O"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHHA OK FINE IM NOT SO MEAN IM NOT EXPECTING HIM TO BUY IT FOR ME. Ok but im expecting him to pay at least half. LOLOLOLOL. OK IM QUITE MEAN. I'll be so upset if he doesnt even wna pay half :'( He doesnt wna buy it for me though. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL FMLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. So i told him i will come up with a wishlist for him:

Ok i still want the camera. Idc la i only want the camera. #3 is nonsense la. No one will ever be able to afford a Balenciaga or an A wang. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA but i rly want one......... so just prepare y'all cos im gonna be 21 in 2 years time. Big thing ok. So Balenciaga/Awang is not ridiculous. Ok i just forgot... on my 21st bday i want a boob job ^^

Some visuals for you to see what is on my birthday wishlist ^^

#1 Panasonic Lumix LX5 ($600+)

#2 Fujifilm Instax 210/50s ($120?/$220?)

Hahahahahahh the 210 is awesome lor it uses wide film. The cam cheap but the film is like so ex :O But its so kewl.

50s the cam like ex but film cheap!! I like the design only la actually. Lol very style dont you think!!!

#3 Balenciaga ($2000+)/ A.wang (<$1000?)

HAHAHAHHAHAH IM HAPPY WITH ANY DESIGN OR COLOR FOR Balenciaga..... rly... HAHAHHAHAHA

Alexander Wang i want:

Diego.....

OR Rocco......

OR Kirsten ^^......

So this is basically my birthday wishlist which is slightly more to the ridiculous and impossible. But its a wishlist. No one said i had to fufil my wishlist. So yeah..... hahahahhahahahahah

Actually i want to many more things. Ok i shall do a Birthday wishlist number 2 tomorrow^^

K bai i shall update again later if im not tired. Woooooooooooooooooooo

2011-06-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Okay exams over. Or should I say exam. Hahahahaha so lame only one paper. K hopefully I pass. Last min studying doesnt work:O

K I will update later tonight on my life. Hahahahaha I wna paint my nails first. Lol anyway today my readers so pathetic. Think cos of exams. Hahahahahahahahha

K bai.

2011-06-27T02:36:00.000+08:00

I think the only reason why S rmbs my birthday is cos he is gg to tw on my birthday. FML:(

I hope he asks me what I want for my birthday. Hahahahahaha cos I have been hinting him like >10 times already but he caught nothing at all. Lol fml do I rly have to make it so obvious??? Actually I make it damn obvious alr lor. Hahahahahahahaha fmlllllllllll

Bai.

2011-06-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Blogging from my phonezzzz. Srsly I'm not even rly studying. I'm just lying to myself I'm studying:O I'm rly gonna fail tmrw:'( nvm shall keep y'all entertained with some stories from my sister.

Hahahahaha k my sister works at this chocolate shop in like a shopping mall. So like around her got a few other shops la. Then she say got one time she thought she was alone cos her colleague wasn't there so she let out a loud fart. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA then she turned around and she saw her friend from a neighboring shop then the friend was like

":)"
"*tried to force a smile*"

Hahahahahahahahahahahha fml shes so funny she say she wanted to smile back at her friend but she too ps to even smile so her smile was like quivering and her eyes no expression. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA u gotta heR her version o the story.

Ok can't rmb her stories alr. So tmrw is S and I's monthsary. Hahahahahahahaha actually I'm not even sure if it's 26th or 27th or 28th. So I did a test.

"hey u know tmrw is what date?"
"tmrw what day ah?"
"27th... U dk what date is it????"
"*now kan chiong alr cos he hear my voice like dulan* oh wait wait I check my phone"
"ok......"
"oh it's tmrw ah!! I thought I was 24th!!"
"it's 24th? (now quite confused but must act steady)... It's tmrw la T_____T"
"Okok it's tmrw"

And if u were wondering no we are not celebrating anything and I'm not doing anything sweet. Hahahahahahaha I just wanted to remind him cos it's supposed to be the girl's job to be excited over these kinda things right. So it makes me feel like I'm the best girlfriend ever although I'm rly not. Lol k bai.

2011-06-26T04:21:00.000+08:00

I'm so upset:'( smtimes I think being in a r/s sucks. U get all jealous and paranoid about the slightest things. I rly would like to be open about everything and be forgiving and all but it's so hard. Fml. I need to learn how to trust. It's not easy though when the other party is making things diff.

K shall stop ranting if not I ll rly be

#foreveralone

Times like these I do miss being single. No one to answer to. No one to make spoil my day.. Ok this is only temporary.. Tmrw I ll be all happy and over it alr.

Bai.

2011-06-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Ogay... I have a paper on Monday so idwna spend to much time blogging. Not that I'll be putting the time to good use but it'll make me feel better.

I'm so dead I am rly gg to fail this paper. Up till now I have no clue on what iaf is rly abt. Fml. Today was a failed attempt to study. Woke up at 2 to have breakfast with S and he left for work and I.........went back to sleep till 6pm... Fml. Imma pig:(

Hahahahahaha btw I hate my sailor dress already. Think it looks damn stupid on me:O shall go back to f21 to have it exchanged for smthg else......... Waste my time. Hahahahahahaha I 4eva like that one leh impulse buy >:( idl all the things I bought ytd alr. Except for my 2 new underwear!! Hahahahahahah I love buying new underwear!!!!

Shall just stick to online shopping forever. Physical shopping leads to too many impulse buys!!!!!!! Online shopping is still the best.

Support my online shop selling my preloved clothes so I can earn more money to buy new clothes^^

2011-06-25T20:34:00.000+08:00

"You live on air and love alone ah? Still come home for what?"
"Means I can dont come home? *praying hard she finally gives up and let me not come home*"
"You try.. You don't come forever"
"T_______T"

2011-06-24T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hello world ,

Fml ok im sucha shopaholic i wna kill myself right now. Today was supposed to be spend studying but instead i decided to go shopping :O Bad choice ok. Initially only wanted to hop into orchard f21 to get the sailor dress. (Hahahahahhaha yes i bought it in the end clique w..... i couldnt stop thinking about it since the day i went home!!!) But ok then i went to wisma then to fep and finally manage to become broke yet again with only $30 left in my bank. HAHAHHAHAHAHHA

Oh i saw Jewel at ion's Topshop!! Hahahahahahaha its so funny cos she was like ..

"Orh horrrrr you never study still can come out to shop!!!"
"HAHAHAHAHA U ALSO!!!"

#fail.

I spent like almost $250 today ok fml. My entire 1 tutee pay gone just like that. Fml i wanna cry now. Its not good to shop alone after all. I bought 2 dresses, 2 underwear, 1 pair of shoes, 1 hair curler and 2 things from osf. FML. Was only gonna buy a bag from f21 and the sailor dress ok. I am so horrible.

Oh yah f21 give out free gift. The silver makeup bag you see below. HAHAHAHAHAHA i ownself wna take one the cashier didnt offer me at all. So unfair lor the previous 2 customers she ask them if they wna take then just fill up the form... then come to my turn... SHE.NV.ASK.ME!!!! Hahahahahahahhahaha i want lor free thing who dw. So i oweself take the form and fill up and put on the counter. Then i pay liao and take my things alr but she nv give me my free thing then i stand there and look at her......

"Oh this form is yours!! Ok ok give me a sec *gets free gift and slips into my shopping bag*"
"Thanks :D"

1) Sailor dress from F21 $45
2) Floral dress from fep $20
3) Pretty shoes (HAHAHAHA IDK WHAT IS IT CALLED) from fep $33.90? I forgot but its on discount..it was previously $40plus. Its damn pretty!!!!!

Hair curler from some random shop at fep. I had no intention of buying it ok!! But i walked into the shop cos i wanted to buy fake eyelashes. Then i saw this. I asked the sales girl about it and she let me try. So she did one section of my hair.. i was like "Hmmmm ok not bad".... Then another sales girl come and continue to persuade me and did another section.. I was like "Ok fml i have to have it... im buying it!!!"

Oh btw i thought the floral dress was like damn pretty when i saw it ok!!! Looks damn topshop and the prints very unique. Plus it was only $20!! So i bought it. Then i realised i think i wil nv wear it!! :( Idkkkk but it looks quite nice on me right. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. I think im gonna sell it on my blog la if i dont wear it.... sian. But its pretty hor!!! Oh yeah rmb go my blogshop!!

SHOP NOW!

And i bought these two things from OSF!! HAHAHAHAHA S say the bag is so-not-me but its so pretty!! So i buy lor. My sister bought the beige one.

The romper looks damn Mango lor!! HAHAHAHA so i bought it also.

Hahahahahhahaaha i tried the stupid hair curler and failed miserably:( HAHAHAHAHAHHAH i couldnt even get any curls!!! FMLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

Ok but i just watched michelle phan's tutorial and i feel quite confident in doing it!! I shall try again later after i bathe :)

Hahahahahaha btw i know what youre thinking now. Why she always go shopping alone one!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHA i dont get it... cannot meh?? I love shopping alone leh. I rly rly love shopping alone. Not cos i got no one to go out with. Ok partly cos no one like to shop w me cos i take forever to buy stuff. But idk leh i rly prefer shopping alone. I mean sometimes its naise to have someone w you la but not everytime!!

Today S was like..

"You shopping alone again?! You got no friends ah always shop alone"
"You dw pei me what :("

HHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA the sentence to him was just to make him feel bad. But srsly idm shopping alone... that is if i have money la. Ok no money i also like to window shop!! HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

K bai... i think i will blog again later. Oh btw i feel so famous... ytd 163 ppl viewed my blog!!! HAHAHHAAHHAHA Awesome........ and omg im so happy so many of my y'all keep helping me promote my blog. Lol shall blog about this another time.

K BAI FOR REAL.

2011-06-23T21:31:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Ive got a serious sleeping problem. Actually no la i dont have a problem. Its just that i sleep at 5am every night?! Hahahahaha. So today i was late again to meet S. And he cant stand this bad habit of mine :O Hahahahahahahahahaha he gets super pissed off whenever im late. But today he finally gave up.. he was like

"Actually yknow ah i rly hate ppl to be late.. and you always late.. i wna scold you.. but you dont rly care if i scold you or not anyway.. so wtv"

HAHAHAHAHA he was complaining that i seem very indifferent to whether he is angry with me or not. Like whenever he is angry with me i will just try to act like he isnt angry at all and pretend nothing happened. Hahahahahaha becos i know if i get too affected by it i will end up being angry and rmb it for life. So i think he would rather i dont care right.

Today was sucha wasted day also... took a train from S's to xm's to copy notes and photocopy iaf answers. Then i went home after. Lol im so lame. I practically have no life. I wna go shopping this week end! Ok maybe after iaf exam ba.

Hahahahahaahahhahahhahahaha ytd i saw my father's phone the background was a pic of him and baby I. HAHAHAHAHHAHAH I THOUGHT IT WAS DAMN FUNNY OK.

Then today i told my sister about it and asked if she was the one who changed it... she was like

"No... daddy changed it himself.."
"HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHA"
"Do you know before that the background was a picture of daddy himself?!"
"HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA (LMAO) HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH R U FREAKING SRS??!?!?!!!?"
"Yah it was a solo shot which he took himself when he was in Taiwan T____________________T"

Hahahahhahahhahahha fml my father is sucha camwhore?! Thats where i got my genes from i guess. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH FML I CNT STOP LAUGHING. Tonight when he sleep i go take his phone and get the pic. Hopefully still have. HAHAHHAHAAHHAHA FML I CNT STOP LAUGHING. HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH SRSLY ITS DAMN FUNNY I CNT TAKE IT ANYMORE.................. ROFLMAO.

So today i went to collect my developed pictures and it was quite fail. HAHAHAHAHA got like pictures with thumbs blocking the corner... blurry pictures and all. These were the few that were not bad. Hahahahahahhaha. The effect not bad right!!

My favourite two pictures of me!! Hehehehehe.

I didnt mean to put my hand there. Hahahahahaha S took it when i was moving T______T But look like it was there on purpose so its fine..

The background and shadow and all so perfect right!!!! Hehehehehehehe. Im gonna develop a bigger one and frame it up and give to S. HAHAHAHAHHA ok kidding.

K bai guyz. I need to start on IAF:(

*UPDATE

I took my father's phone..... and found not 1...not 2.... not 3.... but 5 camwhore pictures!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH FML joke of the day... joke of the century. HAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAH Shall post the two funniest ones.

I rly cannot stop laughing. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA ok i love my father more than anything but this is rlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy funny!!! Please hor... if you know both me and my father dont go tell him i post his pics on my blog ok. Hahahahhahahah confirm sad one lor. But its so funny ive got to share.

K bai.

2011-06-23T02:47:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

I kinda miss S a little bit. Just a little bit. Hahahahaha just in case he reads my blog. I dw him to think i cnt live w/o him. Havent met him for 2 whole days and thats a record. (not counting the 19 days he was in Thailand). But i have been spending quality time with my 2 favouritest group of galz in the whole wide world!! ^^ Idk what i would do w/o them ok.

Today was spend with clique 5. Plan was to meet at 11am and picnic at chinese garden and take chio pics. Hahahahahahaha kinda failed. Cos pwincess Emily (yours truely) sleeps as if she's sleeping beauty. I couldnt force myself to wake up at all. I wanted to sleep so bad i prayed it would rain cos i heard thunder at my area. I even fell back asleep and dreamt it was raining heavily and Panty was scolding me cos i kept sleeping and we didnt manage to take any chio pics. HAHAHAHAHA but pwincess emily no care and continue to sleep. Finally woke up at 1 and met my galz at 3. Hahahahahahahhahaha.

Made a detour to gekpoh to see my processed film!! I only used 21 shots. And out of the 21 shots only 10 can see thing T_____T Cos the rest i stupidly took indoor. Fml. Hahahaha so i only developed 10. Hope i can collect it tmrw!!! Excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

Then i cabbed down to chinese garden. Fml the cab driver almost stopped me at Japanese garden. You might think that its just beside each other.... yes it is.... but its a damn long walk!!! Good thing he realised fast it was not chinese garden and he drove me further down. Hahahahahahha then i being a lu chi got lost in chinese garden. Yknow chinese garden the setting right. Like got those structures from ancient china......... the bridges, the pagoda, the huge entrances. Yahhhhhhh chinese garden had all that!!! On one hand it made me feel like i was a pwincess strutting her big butt in the palace but on the other hand the place was so freaky!!! I swear. There was no one in sight at all.... plus i kept thinking sure will have a ghost pounce onto me suddenly although it was broad day light. Ok i finally managed to navigate to find the other two pwincesses after like 20 min.. FMLLLLLL.

K actually i think my outfit for the day was so ugry.... I bought a dress online ok!! But it was worse. So i had to wear something else. K nvm clique 5.... out next outing we gg shopping right? I wanna buy picnic worthy clothes!! Heheheheehehhehehe.

Hahahahahaha dont have many pictures of our shu nv pwincess (kke) cos she not as vain as me and pwincess panty. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Imagine if all three of us all same pattern all wanna be in the lime light everytime. Confirm chaos and everytime quarrel. So kke is there to neutralise the vainpotness in panty and I. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.

I looked ugly today actually :( Depressed gal 4 lyfe. Hahahahahahha got no feel to camwhore at all. I hate feeling ugry. I like it when i feel all chio and pwincessy O:) (halo above head agn)

Hehehehehe i love my clique 5 alot leh. We all like one group of lazy girls only. Panty was like mentioning:

"Dont you feel we dont do any entertaining things.. like those activities under the Entertainment section"
"Like what?"
"Like go watch movies.... go sing K...."
"Aiya watch movies so waste money can watch on Funshion ma. Sing K can alone sing at home on youtube mah"
"Yah hor ..... k letz go shopping next time!!!!"
"^^v"

HAHAHAHHAHAHHA so our next outing is to go shopping. But confirm fail cos we are such lazy ppl. We nv ever like rly shop till we drop one. Cos always before shop we drop liao. Usually is drop into a fast food restaurant and we will sit there till we decide to head home. Hahahahahaha. Out conversation will go like that...

"Wooooooooooooooooooooo shopping today!"
"Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ok but im so hungry lets go eat something first!"
"OK!:D"
*Eatttt eattttt eatttttt*
"Ok letz go shopping!!!!!"
"Wait lets rest a while.... a bit too full"
"Yah ok good idea."

And we will rest till the end of the day. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA WE SRSLY VERY LAZY PPL. Bth. HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Shall go on a hunt for a perfect picnic outfit from tmrw onwards! Oh fml i just rmbed theres iaf exam. Havent studied at all.

Fmlllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

K bai.

*UPDATE: Today shu nv pwincess kke told me that her mother saw her reading my blog and commented that my blog like machiam essay writing. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA i cnt help it. I type alot!!!!

2011-06-22T01:36:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Had a super awesome day today ^^ Had the dreaded tuitions in the morning to afternoon. I am so sick of tuition sometimes but its my source of income. Bo tuition means i starve to death :( So bo bian have to suck it up and continue teaching my kids.

Met my favouritest clique W in the evening and took a bus to wj's house. Plan was to you-yong-chi-he-wan-le. Hahahahahahaha ok so lame. Only Joz will entertain my nonsense. Anyway we went to swim ^^ Ok we didnt actually swim la. More of soaking in the water and attempting to swim. HAHAHAHAHA. I didnt want to get my face or hair wait at first. I took the trouble to bun up my hair ok and swim with my head above the water. Hahahahaha but xm the bully kept getting water in my face and it is rly much funner to swim with your head in the water. Actually i think i got swimming talent one just that im too lazy. Lmao. So i finally gave up and got my hair wet and make up ruined.

Took a shower (I didnt actually shower cos imma dirty girl) and re-did my make up at the speed of lightning and wj drove us to 6th avenue to get our tze char dinz. Hehehehehehe its practically her car lor. Like she owns half the car.. cos her father bought it for her and her mother to share. I always wanted to have a friend with a car! Ok i wanted a boyfriend with a car. But a friend also can la. same concept!! (Boy)friend. Yes ok im happy. Hahahahahahahaha i was telling them how i always wanted a car shot. (ie. camwhore in the car) Camwhore in the front sit is a bonus. HAAHAHAHAHA and i did that. LOLOLOL. And i was like "A can y'all be in my background.... i scared my readers think i got no friends sia." #foreveralone.

Our driver for the day. Hehehehehe i always wanted to snap this type of picture also. *Imagine me in the front seat and take the photo of the driver*.... DREAM COME TRUE ^^

Miniature friend. HAHAHAHAHA

Everyone's favourite retard, hehehehehehe.

Fml i dont have a photo of joz. Hahahahaha she was the one who took the rest of clique W cos i only bothered to camwhore. No wonder i nv ever have photos of other ppl. HAHAHAHAHA.

They super entertain me and my become-a-famous-blogger-ambition. Hahahahaha rmb in the previous post i said i like to take pictures of food. Yah they were like "Nows your chance! You can take pics of our dinz!". But by the time the food arrived we were all famished and gobbled down the food. We only realised mid-dinner that i forgot to take my food pics. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Fml.

Froyo at Sogurt and the one on the right is my master piece!! Hahahaha i love fro-yo!!! Wooooooooooooooooo.

Actually i always wanted another job. Yes other than being a teacher/manicurist/receptionist/secretary/mistress/housewife/cashier/famous blogger..... i always wanted to work in a fro-yo shop!!! :( Hahahahahaha i swear ok. Cos i got this perception that fro-yo shops only hire pretty ppl. I always wanted to act can-jia and join in the crew ok. Hahahahaha but apparently i dont think i will ever work in a fro-yo shop. Cos if you didnt realise most of them only hire ang moh pai galz!!! HAHAHAHA im like not angmoh pai at all. The way i look, the way i speak, and the way i carry myself. Im more towards the ah lian sector. Although i always deny that la but its kinda evident. Fml. Hahahahaha ever since i entered poly...75% of my life i communicate in mandarin :O My sec sch friends (especially my chinese teacher) will definately be shocked when they hear me speak mandarin now. Im not fluent but i can construct sentences ok!! Lol and make sense out of it.

Ok ive got so many ambitions.... ok thats not rly an ambition. I just always wanted it as a part time job. Not work my whole life in a fro-yo shop. Hehehehe. My ambition is to be a teacher.

K shall blog again later if i have time.. Back to glee! ^^ Ok oops i forgot joz limited me to 1 post a day. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

BAI GUYZZ.

2011-06-21T03:38:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

HAHAHAHAHAHHA IM BACK AGAIN. I do have an addition to bloggng. 3rd post of the day. Cos i havent blogged about my day ma. Im gonna make it a point to blog about my day cos i do read back my post.

As i said today was spent with a few hours of S and Clique w. Hahahahahaha i love girls' outings like this. They are 4 of the ppl in the world that i absolutely cannot live w/o. I will ttly choose them over S.... anytime. Ok cos i know S dont read my blog. Or does he. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA FML IF HE DOES. He promised me that he will not read though.

Anyway S is so gross. We were like lying under the blanket and we were talking about something quite important. Cant rmb what though. But i swear it was quite important and i was in the middle of a speech and suddenly he ...... farted. Hahahahahahaha fml i was like "did you just fart?!...... omg damn smelly omgomgomgomgomg" Hahahahahahahaaha fml i swear. I cnt stand ppl's fart. Only i am allowed to fart. Cos a princess fart never smells bad. Princess fart=perfume. And i am a princess therefore my fart is pleasant O:) (Thats a halo above my head btw)

Hahahahahaha ok side track a bit. Shop Sunny Bunny is such a fail blogshop. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. S just asked me.... "Today how many ppl view?" Then i check and i was like "HAHAHAHAAHAH 3!!" Then he was like " Yah la...you view...i view and you view again lor... 3 liao" HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA FML SO FUNNY I CNT TANKKKKKK.

K back to my day. Then i headed to fep to meet clique w and headed to wisma to eat din tai fung. Is it? HAHAHAHAHA i dont even know if its correct. K anyway i love xlb!!! I had such an awesome dinz ^^ Hahahaha but no pictures of food. Idk leh but i like to read blogs with pictures of food!!! HEHEHE i feel damn happy whenever i see food. When i finally get an lx5 i can take food pictures and salivate everyday!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA .

I told them my birthday proposal. Hahahahahaahaha. I think i very bu yao lian. But aiya nvm la hor clique w. We so close liao. We shouldnt keep any secrets from each other ^^ Ok just justifying myself.

Then went to the new F21 store at orchard mrt!!! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo its damn freaking huge!!!!! I prefer it to the 313 one lor. The 313 one like too many levels liao. Anyway its so huge i kinda can get lost inside lor. Saw so manyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy pretty clothes.

Headed home. Ok fml this post to boring.... i no take pics leh. Tired liao..... readers gonna drop.... ok bai. Tmrw i blog with pictures ok. Bai guyzzz

2011-06-21T02:11:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahaha im back, cos i wna reblog Celestine's post!!! I so agree.

"Today,
My shopaholic germs came back and took me down again. I cannot stop buying clothes!!! My wardrobe is exploding but I still can’t find anything to wear whenever I’m heading out. Ya ya if you’re a guy just shut up because you can never experience the pain of a woman who can’t find any clothes to wear ok, its just tragic :(
Yuyang always stops me from buying clothes because he said it’s like throwing your money into the sea. He hates to see me blogshopping, one of the many reasons was because I’ve like thousands of blogshop links in his laptop and its starting to annoy him hahahahahaha! It’s also impossible to see us out tgt shopping because he will always have this glam look on his face and then I’ll feel guilty so end up I wld not buy anything :O
But the thing is, he knows shopping makes me happy. So whenever I’m feeling down or unhappy, he will ask me to choose the clothes from the blogshops I viewed and he will pay for me :D I’ve an awesome bf right???
Ok thats not my point. What I’m trying to say is…. CAN BLOGSHOPS STOP UPDATING SO OFTEN OR NOT???
P.S: Common tests are coming next week and I’m stress I wna die :("

Hahahahaha but she so lucky!!! Yuyang so naise to her :O Hahahahaha i wna cry leh when i read about the part he will buy for her clothes when shes feeling unhappy!!! Cos S will nv ever do that for me :( Hahahahahaha he ttly doesnt give a shit about my online shopping. He cant even recite any of the blogshop names. Actually i also dw him to see any blogshops. Cos one time... i showed him Hollyhoque clothes with Joyve modelling and he kept saying "was she damn pretty...damn hot.." Hahahahahahahah

From that day onwards i nv asked him to see already. Lololol. Sometimes i will secretly see ok. And when he comes near i will close immd!! I will get jealous one ma T_____T

K bai guys. Blog later on or tmrw. I blog too excessively sometimes. HAHAHAHHA

2011-06-21T01:57:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Today was shopping day with my favourite clique what.... And i saw this sailor dress at F21. It was $45 though. But im rly broke. Plus clique what said it was too kawaii for me. Hahahahahaha but the fact is i cant get over it. I rly cant stop thinking about this dress and how i will look like sailormoon :O

So this is a Looking Post to ask for help from my readers to help me find out if anyone's selling it online. Doesnt need to be the exact piece from F21! Look like can alr. In navy also can ^^ Please help me find :( I rly like it.....

Plus i wanna look for some other stuff from OSF old collections. Like rly rly old!!! Hahahahahaha i was google-ling then i saw alot of her pieces which are from her old collection and i rly want them :( Help me find can????? I rly want but i cant find!!! Or if you have can you sell to me!! Idm paying more!! Or if you know if your friends are selling. I rly want sia :(

I want this open back floral dress.

I want this awesome quilted leather jacket :(

And this double zip highwaisted shorts!!! :(

Can yall help me look out for these items? And other items from the older collections!! Rmb the colourblock bodycons... the open back dress and others from her rly old collections. Sell me sell me!! Im willing to pay although i broke cos i rly want.

Btw...... ive updated my selling post.... yet again. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA

SHOP NOW!!!!

Lai lai support wo yi xia. I wanna buy alot of things more online ^^ And im heavily in debt. Despite being broke. Shall blog more later on.

Bai guyz.

2011-06-20T03:16:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahahahaha i just rmbed i got more clothes so i updated my selling blog again!

SHOP NOW

Support me leh. Actually my selling blog kinda has more views than this blog! HAHAHAHAH cos crazy online shoppers like me always google blogshop clothes and lead to my blog. Lololol thats how i still manage to sell most of my clothes w/o advertising.

Today was one of my most wasted days of holiday. Hahahaha i didnt do anything at all. I think its my period but i slept to much ok. I woke up at 4pm. I think at least 12 hours of sleep lor. Missed two tuitions cos of sleeping. Fml. I rly think i sleeping beauty lor T_______T But rly cnt help it one. When i have period i will sleep and eat alot. As if to replenish the blood. But idk la maybe its just psychological.

So lets see what did i do today... woke up... i drank a cup of milo. And i being the best daughter on earth helped out with my mother to cook dinner for the famz. Hahahaha we actually still cold war one. But i sense that she wanna talk to me so ok lor wtv i very da fang one so i talk to her lor. Actually my plan was to cold war with her till the day i can stay S's house again. But now i have to work towards a diff direction. I will talk to her minimally..play hard to get but still be a good daughter. Hopefully it works and i can stay S's house again! ^^

Ok cooking for the famz is not an easy task ok. Cos my famz so big. Was cooking for 9 ppl :O I had to fry like 4 batches of luncheon meat & 3 bathes of miced meat egg ok. The rest of the tasks were done by my mother. Btw we had porridge for dinz! My favourite!! <3 And by the time i did all the frying i was like so oily and dirty and sweaty. Didnt rly have to mood to eat anymore.

Then i bathed and went over to Gekpoh to develop the film! Hehehehe ok but i have to let him do the wtv first and wed then i can choose the pics i wna print out. The express service will be ready by tmrw but its $10?! Hahaha i rather wait till Wed then i go back again lor. Cant wait to see the end results!!! Wooooooooooooooooooo. If its naise i will post the pics here ^^v

Anyway ytd Joz was to sweet she helped me to tweet about Shop Sunny Bunny! On her own accord ok. I no force her. Thats why i was so touched i almost cry. Hahahahahaahhaha sumpa. I rly didnt expect anyone to tweet for me at all. Like so zi dong help me w/o me asking!! I <3 you stalker Tan. HAHAHAHAHA.

She still help me promote me. Hhahaahhahahahhahahah still put my pic!! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. I RT-ed that also. LOLOL.

Ok im super tired again. Bai guyz. Tmrw im gonna try out photoshop on S's com!! HAHAHAHA i learned a few things but havent try nia!! So excited.

2011-06-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Ok i do have quite alot of clothes which i buy online. But no my clothes arent that many actually if you count cos i do sell my clothes online ^^ Not many of my friends know about my selling blog though. Cos i very paiseh ah... my bloglink like ultimate stupid. Hahahahahaha....

But now i just changed my blog link (sounds cooler now)!! Hehehehehe. And i just updated with many clothes from HH/CWC/AE/LB ^^ So SHOP NOW and let me earn money to buy new clothes!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Heres a tiny preview of what i sell at my blogshop! Hahahahahahahahah i sell cheap cheap so buy from me!!

SHOP NOW!!!

You can emeow OR you can text/whatsapp/viber/call me at 90096456 to ask me questions!! Promise i'll be nice and i'll give you discount if you ask me!! :)

2011-06-19T03:12:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Ok i admit i got an addition to blogging. Hahahahahaha thats #5 on my what-is-gab-currently-doing-list which wj came up with. I have nothing to blog about already. But i just wanted to blog that im one step closer to becoming a famous blogger. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I now got approx 100 readers/day. Sometimes it falls below that mark la but ok the key here is to make ppl believe you are famous... then you'll be famous (Shall elaborate later).

Anyway i realised i got srsly little friends. Hahahaha yknow how like usually its your own friends who read your blog? Yeah... i kinda think only some of them read. Some of them namely clique 5 or clique what. I dont even think the whole of clique 5 reads my blog :O Hahaha only panty is a loyal reader!! HAHAHAHAHAHA. So recently i realised my readers are who.. Mostly i think is Panty's friends cause i always get ppl clicking on her link which is on her blog that leads to mine. Just ytd wj told me andy and hweeleng reads too!! Hahahahaha i was so hairpee ok. Just now Joz tell me her nvp mates also read. Im like so hairpeeeee. Hahahahaha so here a small little sentence dedicated to you guys.... HI! ^^

I rly wanna know who rly reads my blog sia. HAHAHAHAHA it is quite interesting to know who reads your blog. Ok it just makes me feel popular.

Ok back to the point on make ppl believe you are famous... then you'll be famous. I came up with that theory like a few moments ago. Hahahaha you must wonder... how to make ppl believe youre famous? Ok you see ah...... last time (not rly last time la) when i had like 30 readers/day right. When i told my readers that, how did y'all feel. Hahahahaha i was v haipee with that pathetic number of readers ok. But as a reader if you know i only had 30 reader/day you would feel "Omg shes so unpopular.... no one reads her blog". Then at this moment you will think... should i continue to read. No one even gives a shit about her life.. if i update myself about her life i dont think i'll be missing out on alot also right.

But lets say.... if the situation changed ah. Ok maybe i told you all "Hey guys i actually got 1000 readers/day". Now you would have a different perception of me right. You would now feel "Wah omg she got so many readers?! Her blog confirm very interesting if not why she got so many readers... i shall check back everyday to see if there's anything naise to read about! ^^"

RIGHT RIGHT?!?!?!! Hahahahahahahahaha i think my theory is like 99% accurate lor.

So maybe...... now i should try out my theory... from today onwards please believe i got 1000 readers/day ok! Like that you'll think im famous and continue to read everyday!!

HAHAHAAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA IM SO FULL OF NONSENSE.

Anyway im so bored. I have nothing to do every night lor. Like from 6-2am everyday is the time im the free-est. Cause S would be working and no one would be there to entertain me. Lonelygal92. Hahahahaha ohya today S told me his friend's girlfriend say i chio!! HAHAHAHAHA and the friend say i "machiam just came back from shopping in London" Hahahahahahaha thats so funny. Why London anyway. Cant it be like Japan... OR Taiwan. Im like supposedly tryna be Jap ok. If.you.didnt.realise. My makeup steps also Jap one. Hahahahaha. I read Vivi magazine in hope i can become like them one day. Isnt it obvious im tryna become a kawaii Jap cutie who has big boobs and enlarged pupils. Hahahaha ok vivi models all boobs big ma.

Ok im starting to foresee this will be a very long meaningless and random blogpost. Im like to blog wordy posts. But no one will bother reading. Lololol.

So ytd i logged into my email. Then i remembered. Last time when i had a camera in like 2008/early2009 time i always send like pictures to my friends through email!! This was like before the period where i realised i could upload pictures to facebook instead. Hahahahha so before fb.... i always emailed ppl photos instead of conveniently uploading them to fb and tagging ppl.

Ok but thats also a good thing cos i scanned through the photos....... FML I WAS SRSLY UGLY. Im not saying im like damn chio and hot now ok. But im like at least above average looking though. Hahahahahha i rly feel im above average. Like ppl would notice me one. Im not like the you-would-forget-me type. Ok full blown bhb. Hahahahaha get over it guys. I.AM.THIS.EGO. Anyway yes i was srsly ugly. Like fugly ok. Not just normal ugly. I dont even have the courage to post the pics here. Cant believe i had friends back then :O No one ever told me in my face i looked like that :( I thought i was normal looking ok.

Yknow how i looked like?! I had pimples on my face ok. Not the normal breakouts you have during your period. But like srsly real breakout. Especially on my cheeks. And omg yknow what? That was before the time i discovered the wonders of makeup. So can you imagine how i looked like?

And i was fat and frumpy (Ok i shall give you a brief overview on my weight later on). Yes omg i was fugly, fat and frumpy. Triple F attacks *Pew pew pew*. Omg srsly i am still trying to psycho myself into posting the pics of me. But I rly have no balls to do that. Ok maybe after i take some rly chio pics then i can post. The chio pics will dilute my ugly past :O *slash wrist. I showed my sister my photos and she was like "Omg look at your thighs... and you have pimples... Omg no makeup.

Ok build a bridge...get over it. Ok i cant get over it. One day after i go for some plastic surgery then i might post the pics here.

Anyway i give you one pic. But its w/o my face. Hahahahahaha it was during a photography trip with Kaien... I kinda miss having photography trips! HAHAHAHA last time rly bo liao.... it was after O's then we so sian so one day we were like "Let go take photos" Or smthg along that line...

And fml can u believe it... i was wearing leggings. HAHAHAHAHA

K anyway i wanna tell y'all about my weight. Hahahahaahaha to me right.... weight is a damn sensitive issue :O Lolololol i hate ppl talking about weight... I hate ppl talking about my weight. I get damn insecure and stuff. Ok *plays sad music*. My new readers might not know this but i have always been a fatty. Like srsly i have always been fat. Like no joke. Every since p4. Lolol.

I kinda became fat bcos of my sister. Hahahaha she taught me the awesomenest of eating. Once i started developing my love for food.... i starting gaining weight like crazy. When i was in p6, at 12 years old i was 57 kg :O Can you believe that. I wasnt even the height i am now. I think i was prolly 150 or less? Needless to say i was from TAF club. But TAF club no work one lor. Wont help to lose weight one. Hahahahaha but i was a cute happy fatty. I didnt bother about my weight then. I was happily living in my own world. I didnt have many friends la cause im quite bad with making friends. (Now also actually) But i was happy. My mother would always tell me that i very pui(hokkien for fat) but she would still hug me and tell me she loves me and i look very cute! Hahahahaha and i wasnt vain at all so my weight didnt bother me at all. Plus... i was from an all girls school. No cute boys to look at me anyway.

Then ok i went into secondary school. Was still as fat and short. But now there was something different. I was now in a mixed school and going through another phase in life... Puberty. Hahahahahaaha. I started to become more conscious of how i looked and wanted ppl to accept how i look on the outside. But ok i was fat in my lower sec days. Hahahaha the boys in my class would make fun of me ok!!! Yah... that bad. I was damn upset ok. I wasnt depressed. Ok maybe i was and maybe that was that sparked off my crash diet. I didnt actually realised i was on such an intense crash diet. By then end of 2006 (secondary 2) i lost like >10kg. I becam 46 kg ok. But it didnt stay there for long la cos i had stomach flu and became 46kg. I later..just before entering secondary 3 became 49 kg. Thats still a huge decrease from 57 ok. Plus.... i was quite tall.. i was like 165 in sec 3? So yah... you can imagine how diff i looked.

I dont have any pictures though. Wasted. But yeah everyone in school thought i was anorexic. Hahahahaha like srsly everyone. Everyone asked me what happened.... how did i do it and stuff. I srsly didnt know. I just crashed diet. Meaning you eat like super little. Like srsly v little. And no sweet drinks at all!!

So ok i was getting vainer and vainer i just didnt know. Hahahahaha. I was satisfied with how i looked like ok. My weight was perfect IMO. Although alot of ppl said i was too skinny. But i thought i looked good. I could wear jeans and not feel fat at all.

Then as fast as i lost the weight... i gained it back. Middle of sec 4 i became 52kg. Was still not very alarmed though. Continued eating normally. Then.. by end of sec 4 i became 55:O I think i was getting too stressed out by O levels or smthg. But i didnt have a boyfriend or anything then so i didnt rly care about being skinny much. And i was occupied by O's.

Just before poly started i went for the compulsory checkup and gained weight again! By then i was like 58kg?! I was quite comfortable with it though. No one made fun of my weight and i had awesome friends. Then slowly...into year 2 i gained weight agn...i was at my fattest....60kg :O Shock out of my life. Flh and the rest used to call me Big Butt. hahahahahaha fml.. so i was convinced i had to lose weight...fast!

This was from my Sept 1st 2010 post:

"Hello world,

Today marks an important occasion... Diet day 1. Hahahahahaha sept 1st. It shall all end on nov 1st (Y) yes. I sound very determined and convincing. But really really this time is for real. LQTM... I say that all the time. But give me some credit. The whole day I ate like 2 slices of watermelon and 1 papaya nia leh. Ok fine.. Now only 12.27 pm. HAHAHA. But I'm quite positive today will be a great day! My diet will be a success. LQTM... Again. "

So i dieted cos i wanted to look good for my korkor's wedding which end october! Hahahaha i rly did manage to lose some weight. By his wedding i was like 56kg.

So ok then i continued crash dieting... and now im 52kg and 167cm. Still on the fat side but im quite satisfied with my weight.

Hahahaha im gonna diet agan soon though. I wanna be 48kg. I wanna be in the 40s range and finally be skinny for once!HAHAHAHA.

Actually hor i kinda suspect my whole family got fat genes leh. Everyone in my family all puipui one. Hahahahaha thats what everyone says when they see i show them my family! S also... first time he see my family he was like "Why your family like all fat fat one then you so skinny and tall". He didnt rly mean skinny la duhh he always says im fat. But skinny compared to my famz. But yah i think we all go the fat genes in us. It either that or my mother's cooking is just too awesome! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

And im like awkwardly tall in my family. Hahahahaha idk where i get my height genes from. Maybe im adopted :O Does that explain why im so pretty??? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA. My papa is like not very tall for guys leh. 177/178? My mummy even worse. She 158 like that nia. So tell me why am i 167cm. Its not rly tall but im awkwardly tall in my famz. Hahahaha my eldest sister is 160, my second sis is 165 and my bro is 168..and im the youngest.. i kinda look like a giant when i stand with them.....

Kkkkkkk fml i didnt know i blog so much. Dont think anyone rly read through the whole think. If you didnt... too bad. If you did.... great job! ^^ Bai guyzz

2011-06-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Ok depressed mode off currently. Hahahahaha S and I are good again T______T He said i was the one who was ignoring him and giving him the cold shoulder the whole day. I wasnt lor. Or maybe i was just having pms and didnt realise it. Ok... but he still shouted and scolded at me. He said he didnt but idc lor he did. My defination of shout/scold is when a person >:( + say things i dont wanna hear. Im not being ridiculous but i rly hate ppl to scold me. Its like the number one thing that pisses me off. Other than ppl flicking my arm fats (HAHAHA XM).

Okokokokok so as usual i met S for a while before he went to work. Its kinda a routine to go to his house every single day of the week. I rly treat the place like my own. Im like super excited to go there even when S is not around. I think its cause of the queen sized bed and awesome aircon ^^

So after S left for work i stayed behind and entertained myself with these:
1. Breaking dawn
2. Vivi mag (MUST.BUY.EVERY.MONTH.W/O.FAIL)
3. IAF book..... HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH i rly brought i tto his house.

K who am i kidding. I did not use any other the three books. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA i was so sleepy so i kinda took a 2 hour nap and woke up to watch a movie on funshion^^ and continued helping him to post on his blogshop. Im awesome and hardworking. So long story short.... i didnt manage to study at all today. HAHAHAHHAHA.

This is how i watch movies. I swear the atmostphere there is super nua. I kinda suspect S purposely make his room so naise so i will spend more time there even when he's not around. Hahahahaha cause he kinda prefers me to not have a life. As in just stay at his house 4eva and be a huanglianpo

Ok camwhore time. Hahahahahhaha today only one picture. And i wanna teach all the camwhores out there how to take a awesome pic. Just lie down on the bed, wear a sunglasses on your head (although no sun) and start to camwhore. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAH dont you think this pic look v meng huan. Like wahhhhhh the hair fan out plus the naise bedsheet = super angelic and chio pic of me ^^v

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH

Ok deng deng deng deng.... HAHAHAHAHA after working so hard to help post S's stuff on Shop Sunny Bunny i decided to reward myself by taking one of the agnes b tees!!! ^^ Hahahahahaha i kinda didnt get S's approval but wtv. I also kinda am the one who counted the stocks!! Hahahahaha ok im not so mean i will tell him later.

I look so kewl right in the teeshirt!! Its guys cutting though so i only can wear it tucked in cause its kinda big for me. Lololol im not tryna say im small but its rly big for me to be worn nicely. Anyway i rly hope my brother or SIL doesnt read my blog :O Cause i went into his room to take this pic. My own room too dark!!!! Ok ok ok tolong tolong pray neither of them reads T_____T

Anyway if you think this tee is awesome please go to Shop Sunny Bunny to buy ^^ I can sell you cheap cheap!! Hehehehehe cos im running the blogshop. LOL S will nv know!! Btw i updated today again with girl's accessories and Characterbandz.

Now i show you some of the this i think is v chio!!!! Omg so excited. HAHAHAHAHAHAH i wanna ask S to give me everything lor. Its rly pretty. IRL also v pretty.

First is the House of Harlow inspired necklace! Its damn naise omg and see how nicole richie herself wears it! Kim Kardashian also have. Omgggg i want sia. Hahahahaha nicole richie wear until so chio. She look like some Egyptian pwincess :O

And got this twist-lock wallet!! I think v chio sia. Got the like Marc Jacobs feel idky. Then got the stud details somemore. Omg i think it looks damn girly girl leh!! Like i think if i use liao i will look damn shu nv. But first i have to weat a pretty maxi and sandals and a straw hat and then use this wallet. Wahhhh can imagine or not. Chio sia me.... HAHAHHAHAHHA

Ok if you were wondering what is character bandz right... rmb silly bandz? This is the version with characters as the shape!! Woooooooo this is the super man one. Only left stocks for like all these superhero and stuff. Last time got princess one sia.... but all sold out :'( Im like mega sad when S told me they once it but its all sold nao. Sad life ............... But my second favourite is the Superman one below!!!! Woooooooo....

Ok not to forget we also sell Agnes B inspired tees!!

As seen on me ^^v. Guys cutting but girls can wear too!!

So go visit Shop Sunny Bunny now! TIA ^^ <3

Ok was supposed to come up with a "How to be awesome post" and dedicate it to Panty's friend @Joshuawesomee. But i couldnt think of a blogpost yet. HAHAHAHHA he say he will refresh my page 100 times if i blog. But ok maybe later i try to blog.. Shall go drink milo and be fat 4 lyfe nao.

Bai guyzzzz

2011-06-18T02:47:00.000+08:00

I can't get myself to sleep. I close my eyes but my head keeps getting bombarded with weird scary thoughts. Why must bgr be so tough. Why can't it be like fairytales. Boy meets girl both fall on love and live happily ever after. I always thought my r/s would be all rainbows and butterflies and no one would ever have to quarrel. I was so wrong. I always thought I would turn out to be the best girlfriend but no I'm turning into this psycho obsessive bitch who throws her temper every time. Fml.

I can't get to sleep at all w/o a call from S ok. He has to call me every single night w/o fail. Today is the first time he hasn't called me at all and I'm like so lost. I can't function at all. Today is also the first time I cried over him. I don't cry over such stuff ok!!! Its too late now to say I don't take this r/s srsly. I do ok. I know everyone thinks I'm just playing. But I rly am not.

If S were to leave me anytime soon i rly wouldn't know what I would do. I rly dknow who I can complain to. I wna tell my sister but I hate to let her see me cry over such stuff. I rly wna tell my mother but we are kinda having a cold war.

Fml..

2011-06-18T01:14:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

Today was supposed to be a good day. Finally S had an off day ok. Fml ok. Idky we keep quarreling also ok. Its like i rly want to stop being pissed off but i can only stop being angry when he stops being angry >:( Plus im having the worse time of my life cos of my period. I wanted to say "time of the month" then i realised my period comes twice a month?! Major fml im gonna die alr. I v scared i got ovarian cancer or something along that line. I googled just now for the symptoms of it and i got a few symptoms ok.

Ok i told my sister about it and she said im just freaking out T______T Easy for you to say. But Hahahahaha she said smthg funny. "Omg you rly like mummy sia... always think you got illness" Did i blog about my mother before? She always always always thinks she got like sickness. This is her sickness dictionary...

Headache=High Blood Pressure
Cough=Asthma

The latest one was the most epic... She saw ants around the toilet bowl and she immd tested the whole family for Diabetes T____T Ok i thought i was the one w it but ok i dont have diabetes.

So anyway recently i thought i got leukemia cause of all the unexplained bruises on my legs. Hahahahaha now i think i got ovarian cancer. Fml i srsly quite scared ok. A part of me keeps telling myself that its not possible. But we'll nv know. Xm ask me go see doc immd.... Freaking out ok.

Anyway shall talk about my day. Today i woke up early in the morn and headed out to meet S at his sch and had lunch. Walked to bugis to shop a little. Hahahaha this is what i like about S. He willingly shops w me and gives me opinion on everything i like. Thats like super awesome. I ttly would not be able to click w him if he didnt entertain my hobby..... Shopping...

Some camwhore pics of me. Took a few pics w my superheadz cammywammy!! Hehehehe cant wait to develop it...

My sister say i am damn ahlian cos i always give this face. She say all her friends say i damn ahlian also....fml. I always thought i was ang moh pai T_____T

Ok finally a full body pic. Hahahahaha S took one pic and walked away.... i was like "A.... A..... take one more pic leh!!!!!" He just continue walking. Fml :(

Btw i wanted to use photoshop on S's com to edit this photo... So i can make my legs skinnier. But i didnt know how to launch it. So i used photoscape. And coloured away part of my thighs. Its so obvious i did smthg to it. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAH but wtv. Wait till i know how to use photoshop

Btw i downloaded two new apps to get rly awesome photos!!! Hahahahaha i see from xx blog one.
This: 美图秀秀

Its free and rly awesome!!! ^^

Second one was from another app. Can rmb which one. Shall check next time i wanna faster blog and go watch PLL!!!

Hahahahahahhaha anyway this was the whatsapp conver w clique w. HAHAHAHAHHAH they so funny. Btw sheez is not Shiyu. Xm was the one using her phone. So sheez=xm. So xm asked wj where is she but i thought maybe she asking me so i asked if she was asking me then this was what she replied. HAHAHAHHAHAHA

Hahahahahhahahha wj also so funny!!! Hhahahahahhahahah i immd LOL when i read ok. I got so pathetic meh. I only do this 5 things when im free?!!!

Kkkkk off to watch PLL.

Ok btw so funny.... Im kinda like in depressed mode nao. So just now i came home with 5 bags of chips and chocolates. Hahahahhahahah depressed=eat alot of nonsense. So my sister damn excited.. she was like omg "Can you be depressed more often?" Cos i let her eat wtv she wanted... and thats rly rare.

Hahahhaha she was like "Actually if u get so depressed so often hor..... its not u who will end up depressed... its me!!! Im the one eating all the food and i will gain weight... And you will be skinnier than me 4eva and become happy"

HAHAHHAHAHA

K BAI.

2011-06-17T04:03:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahahahaha I can't think of any interesting blogposts at all. Ok I didn't try to think at all. Idk what I have been doing the past few hours. Just 15 min ago my student called my to cancel his lesson which is tmrw morn. Hahahahahaha wth why he sleep so late.

Anyway I'm talking on the phone with S now. Hahahahahahaha I'm ttly not listening to him. He keeps telling about watches T_______T Not interested leh. Hahahahahaa but I v entertain him still..... Actually I have a method to continue a conversation without even listening... Just continue by saying...

"then how?....."
"huh rly ah!?"
"omg why...?"
"wahlao where got like that one.."
"omg u so bitchy sia"

Am I smart or what... Hahahahaha this way the other party wont even realized you're not listening. Of course u must inject the write sentences at the right time la duhh...but usually it fits in perfectly into sentences la.

"today I saw this chio bu while I was working"
Now... Let's insert the sentences I suggested...

"then how?....."
"huh rly ah!?"
"omg why...?"
"wahlao where got like that one.."
"omg u so bitchy sia"

All works right???^^ I'm awesome.

Hahahahahahahahahahhahahahhaha ok I'm so full of nonsense..

Anyway S and I are like super horrible.... We quarrel over the lamest things on earth. Hahahahahahahahaha ytd i was like SUPER PISSED ok... Then i was thinking about what we quarreled abt ytd..... Omg we so damn lame....

So it went like this...

A few days ago we went grocery shopping la ok. Then I chose a type of Maggie mee called "Char mee". Yah la so unlike the typical instant noodles it's dry one. Means u have to drain the water from the plain maggie mee then you put the seasoning and mix and eat.

Hahahahahahaha so ytd after he came bck from work he was starving and so he decided to cook it while I was on the phone w him. So ok he said "I cook finish I call u back". So I didn't even think that he don't know how to cook it. Hahahahahahaha. Apparently he doesn't....

So he called back like 15 min later and complained that the noodles look damn gross and no taste .... Then sudd I thought out loud and said it "omg yknow the noodles is dry one right?"
"wtf are you serious?? And you never tell me?? Wahlao.."
"how I know you dknow... I thought it's common sense what right u see the pic outside also know it's dry one alrT____T"
"I don't see the pic right I so hungry alr still see pic....wahlaoeh.... U recommend me u also dknow how to tell me meh.."

Hahahahahhahahahhahahaha so we continued to quarrel on and on and on and on till I didn't want to talk to him anymore. But wth srsly don't u think this is damn stupid..... Hahahhahahahahhahahaha fml.

The other day also. Hahahahhahaahhahahah he dknow how to spell "shelf". So he asked me....and I told him one is shelf... A few is shelves. And he don't believe me. Hahahahahhahahahahaha he.dont.believe.me. I was like super pissed off ok. Lol I hate ppl to question my intelligence ok. I felt damn insulted. But Aiya I always angry a while nia. Hahahahahaha super failure. I cannot be angry w ppl for long. But I will rmb for life how somebody make me angry. Hahaha hahaha aha

K nonsense post. Bai.

2011-06-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Ok i didnt do anything much today. Woke up. Had tuition from 1.30-10pm. Im like half dead now. Tuition rly drains me of all my energy ok. Asked my last student to make a sandwich for me cause i was rly hungry by the last lesson. Hahahahahahahahhahaha. Im sucha loser. OMGGGGG I GOT A FUNNY STORY...

So my last lesson was with a sec 3 boy boy. And i havent thought him for like the past 3-4 weeks cause he kept cancelling on me. So today idk if i felt a bit lost or was just too tired from the previous tuitions but i went to the wrong level. He stays on the 12th floor but i confidently went to the 13th?! HAHAHAHAHHA i went outta the lift and walked to his unit (or so i thought). Then i saw two boys like ard my student's age and immd thought to myself.... "Wth... he tuition he still ask his friends come over? *Dulannnnn maxxxx*" Then the two boys upon realising my presence turned back and look at me while waiting for someone to open the gate/door for them. So i just gave them my dao face and then i looked at the front door....................then i realised.... something wrong leh. Usually i go for tuition the door will be open one leh. And how come they took away all the stuff outside their house. A..... like wrong leh. Then i suddenly realised.... I.WAS.AT.THE.WRONG.LEVEL.. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH FML TTM.

I mean if like if the two boys not outside i wont be this ps. But the problem is i still dao them leh wth. So i had to retreat and go one level down. I like mega paiseh lor. I was like "Oh...hehehehehe...wrong level..." Then the two boys also stunned. Hahahahahhahahhahhah im so embarrassing.

There was this one time i went for my first lesson and i went to the wrong unit and waved and said hello to a complete stranger. HAHAHAHHAHAH. Then the owner of the house gave me the O.o face then i checked the unit number and i was like "Ooooopsss. wrong unit." Hahahahhahahhah major fml.

Btw Panty's pretty friend Glenda promote my blog for me sia. Hahahahhaha got so many peeps linked from her blog to mine ^^ You are so awesome ^^v

" I guess that’s about this week. I’m being hardworking about blogging again so that someday I can become a famous blogger too. HAHAHAHA. Petrine, if Gabriella and me become famous blogger, you will become even more famous with both of us. *winks winks* Then your face will be all over our blogs! HAHAHAHA. So you better start taking glam photos with us now. ^^ Actually if I promote Gabriella here right, then I think all my readers will flock there cause she got bigger eyes and slimmer body then me. Petrine say she never exercise also auto slim down! $%#(^#@*%$ I bet she secretly exercise and lie to Petrine. HAHAHAHAHA. I exercise the shit out of myself and still not as tall and slim as her. $^%$(#%*$% It’s okay lah, Petrine, you be my tian di okay? HAHAHAHAHA. You better be shorter than me forever! hiek hiek hiek. Oh rightz, Gabriella wants to hit idk how many readers but start following her! Her entry posts are like everyday life (but now she also trying to become some famous blogger so the post more interesting like the pros and cons of being a famous blogger; and since she did that I don’t need to do already. Later like I copy hers or etc.) so just go and read her blog. Awesome! "

Hahahahahahhaha im not skinny at all btw. Im like a pig. I got thunder thighs and a butt the size of a cow :( Fml...

Ok i am in the process of thinking of an awesome blogpost..... Check back later in the night k my fans. Goodbye.

2011-06-16T04:30:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahaha i took a whole 2 hours to pack my clothes. Got like 4 big plastic bags of clothes i nv ever wear or its my home clothes. HAHAHAHA i hide them at one corner of my room. Lolol and i gathered a pile of dirty clothes from my room. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA IM SO GROSS...

I arranged my clothes damn naisely lor. This is the clothes rack..

From left to right: New clothes which im gonna wear soon, Floral clothes, Printed maxis, One colour maxis/jumpsuits.

HAHAHAHAHAHA NEAT RIGHTTTTTTTT. Im so proud of myself ^^

Now this is the flimsy cupboard.. Its not rly colour coordinated la. Kinda just anyhow put. Hahahaha either dresses or skirts or tops.

So hairpeeeeee with my packed clothes :D But its gonna last a few days only T_____T Im just naturally messy so i cant help it.

Ok sidetrack a bit. Im like super dulan nao. I hate it when people scold me. Like blame me for something that i dont even feel is my fault?! Like wth. And i wont show face one ok. If im really angry means i really really angry. I wont hide it at all. My tone and everything changes immd. I hate to quarrel leh rly. It affects me alot. I will rmb it for life one lor. Its like if you ever get angry with me right. I will rmb it and each time i think of the person who vented their anger on me i will get super affected. Hahahahahahaha ok wtv.

Goodnightz

2011-06-16T02:00:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

I rly want to buy a camera!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA i wanna get the lx5 but since i no $$ i shall just aim for the lx3. Hahahahaha i rly want it sia but idk i have to wait how many pay then can buy. Still have to settle my debts and clothes needs first. Hahahahahahahahhaa. I rlyyyyyy wannnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa buyyyyyyyyyyy..

Anyway today i didnt do much. Woke up late and cancelled tuition again T___T Whats new. Met S for a short while before he left for his stooopidddd job and i headed to yt to meet ac to study. Supposedly. Hahahahaha cause by the time i rch they were wrapping up their study session. But its ok cause actually i only wanted to play!!

So headed to xm house and i made a new friend. Hahahahaha selina. HAHAHAHA. Shes so funny. And xm has this rly pretty friend called liang. Omg shes so pwetty ok i cnt tankkkkkkkk. She teached xiaoming tuition. I think if i am xiaoming and i got such a pretty teacher i sure very happy!! >:D

Anyway i realised S loves to make fun of me?! Today he made fun of me looking like ET again. Nb >:( Hahahahahaha ok but its damn funny. I laughed like crazy. Which gave him the green light to continue his stupid joke. Hahahahaha loser. So he re-enacted one of Titanic's last scene. He played rose and jack btw. HAHAHAHA. It was the part where they were all in the sea alr and shivering and rose was on the wooden thing and jack was freezing to death in the water. And he died la. So anyway if you have been living in a cave and havent watched this awesome show..... the scene was like ok apparently the wooden plank was too small for both of them to sit on so being sacrificial Jack was stuck in the water while rose happily stayed afloat on the plank.

So duhhhh Jack was freezing cause it was rly cold. And he started shivering and rose kept trying to keep him awake so he wouldnt sleep and die. So S's version of it is like that..

Rose: Jack... jack.... dont leave me... jack!!!!! (Ok agar agar la ok)
Jack: *Shivering like crazy and half dead*
Rose: Jack.... dont die.... Jack... *shivering also*
Jack: *Suddenly have the strength to talk* use...........your...............finger...................light.................you.............are................ET....................... *die*"

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH apparently the light is to get ppl to notice she was there so they can save her. Ok not so funny when i blog about it. But i swear it was so funny. Cause i was quite into the whole acting out of Titanic...... I was like really listening to him re-enact the whole scene and he spoilt it by bringing ET into the picture?!?!! HAHAHAHAH lame...

Anyway ok today's entry will be about my clothes. Ok i dont have much clothes la but i think i got more than an average person. Lol. So today's task is to pack all my clothes. A few weeks ago i managed to pack everything lor.... but like now its back to the same messy state it was before. I cannot help it one. I am just damn messy. S confirm faint if he see my room. Since he has serious case of OCD.

My clothes are in a few places..... let me bring you on a tour for my clothes....

All my jackets and blazers and bottoms are in this cupboard. Its the neatest of the lot cause i dont wear any of the stuff in here. HAHAHAHAHA....

The left one is a clothes rack and the height can be adjusted.. Hahahahah i always take clothes from here to try so now it looks quite sparse with little clothes. The right side is a portable rack. Hahahahaha its like made of cloth.... It kinda collapsed. You cant tell from this pic. But it did.....

Ytd my sister was like "Gabby...... your whole cupboard collapsed :O"

Anyway i put my more favourite clothes in here. Those that i like to wear and my new clothes that are unworn....

Ok prepare yourself for the next photo.........
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Do not judge me ok. Hahahahahahaha ok this is the real me. I am this messy. This is the pile of clothes that i dont ever wear. There were all kept in plastic bags cause i have no rack space anymore. But whenever i got no clothes i will dig for clothes from the plastic bags resulting in this mess.......And usually after messing it up i will still not find anything to wear.

Other places where my clothes can be found is the sofa in my room and some in my mother's room. HAHAHAHAHHAHAH. Apparently, my sister doesnt have any cupboard or racks to keep her clothes at all. HAHAHAHHAHAHHA she kinda doesnt need any. Lololol she dont rly like to buy clothes. She has lots of bags though..

Kkkkkkkkkkk point of this is that im gonna embark on a packing clothes journey ^^ Bcos i love all my clothes i shall treat them nicely :D

Shall show the after photo in the next post.. See ya guyzzzzz.

2011-06-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Had tuition marathon today. Three tuitions in a row lor can die. Hahahaha but i went to the playground w my last student! I promised him the lesson before so i brought him lor. Ok la actually cause i wanna play the swing.

Then trained to xm's house to study. HAHAHAHAH the day before we planned to study today but obviously we didnt la. I didnt even bring my books. Lol. Watched a chick flick. After deciding for like 45 min. Cause we cant settle on a movie. I like to watch lovey dovey shows and chick flicks with princessy endings. She likes to watch gore, horror, comedy and cartoons. Hahahahahaha so we couldnt settle on anything T_____T

My favouritest picture of the lot. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I look ridiculous...

Kkkkkkkk long day ahead tmrw. Goodnight guyzzz

2011-06-15T01:15:00.000+08:00

Had a bad day today. Tried planking today. Hopefully I can plank like a real plank one day. Totally cool like batman. Although I wanna be a superman though. Watched movie just now and it was sucky. Predictable ending. Actually i dunno what to blog nw. Sigh life a boredom nt kingdom. Ahahahaahaha that's so lame. Btw I tot of that joke MYSELF. O.M.G.

2011-06-13T23:40:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahahahaha ok i give up idwna be a famous blogger anymore. Its so tiring and stressful to think of blogpost. And im currently in the im-so-fat-and-ugly phase. Ok la this phase usually only lasts 3 days or less. But im kinda feeling depressed and ugly and piggish. Ugly cos of the previous blogpost. I realised i rly look gross w/o makeup. Can tell from my views also. It increased lor....means my blogpost was interesting. And interesting bcos ppl think its ugly.. rly ugly and it helped to increase my views. And i feel fat cause today S told me im fat. Hhahahahahahahaha srsly its so depressing. He always jiggle the fats on my thighs and think its amusing T_________T

Ok idwna try to be a famous blogger but i will still blog la duhhhh. It kinda became a habit alr. Just that i will stop obsessing over my blog views. I check my views like every 5 min lor. Hahahahah siao liao. Its like thrilling to see the views increase. But when it doesnt its quite depressing also so i think its doing more harm than good T_T

Today i was supposed to meet S for lunch near his sch.... but unfortunately i was late. Hahahahahaha im like forever late. And bitchy him decided not to wait for me either. Fine wtv, so i took my own sweet time and i walked pass this shop called Forever New. Its like a sibei awesome shop which sells like the chioest clothing on earth i swear!!!!!!!! But its quite pricey. So today i walked pass and i saw "70% off". I was in a dilemma ok.

"Should i go in? OR Should i go in"

HAHAHAHAHAHA So i went in. But i was like ok im not buying anything cause i got no $$$$ at all. And wtv money i had in my wallet is to pay my debts! Im in like huge debt btw. Like a few hundreds. Thats why i havent been buying anything online at all :( Sad life forever. *Slash wrist*

Anyway i went in and left the shop with 2 items.......

Hahahahaha a floral bralet and a pair of sunglasses. Usual price ws like $49.99 lor now like only $24.95!!! The sunnies only $4.95 wth. It was $39.99!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA i felt like it was sucha good deal so i had to buy it. Now im like in even greater debt. Depressed man. Where to find money huh wherezzzzzzz.

Anyway i showed S the bralet and he ask me what size so i was like "size 6". Was so hairpee to tell him that cause size 6 is the smallest!! And its not according to bra cup size but he didnt know. He thought like size 6 is the smallest and it was only right i got it cause im like AA (fyi..bra cup size). He didnt think i bought it cause i felt i was skinny T____T Depressed 4 lyfe.

So he was like....
"So how did you ask for the size.... you just told the sales girl smallest size right.... tell the girl Runway right (saying i flat).... Oh wait not Runway... its LCD screen!! Runway also for a bit of humps. Hahahahaaha LCD screen is ttly flat!!!!! *laughs like it rly funny to make fun of me*"
"T____________________________T I took it myself....... i didnt ask any sales girl for help!!!!!"

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA HE IS ULTIMATE BITCHY OK. I swear. One day i confirm dulan and stab him with my fingernails...

Anyway whats a post without camwhoring photos of me? HAHAHAHAH today i camwhored w Gabriel my cow and my new sunglasses ^^

Anyway i wanna get a camera!!! I wanna get lumix lx3 or lx5. Hahahahahahah im gonna save up for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyone know where i can get it cheaper:( Actually i was thinking of getting a second hand one. But like buay song leh. Yknow you but new stuff must be new right. Buy second hand one the feel is different.

Sighhhhh shall settle all my debts first then think ba.

Anyway did yall see the new addition to kfc!!! Like so yummy sia. I see liao i droolllllllllllll. I wanna try siazz!!! AHAHAHAHAHHAHA TMRW!!^^

Goodbye.

2011-06-13T02:37:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Ok i got mood to blog already. Today not bad 66 views. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Slow and steady man slow and steady. So i rly have been thinking how to increase my blog views. Hahahahahahahaha every second of the day ok. I decided show you a pictures of me before and after makeup.

I love makeup lor. I rly rly rly cant live without it. I live without food or water but not makeup. You wouldnt catch me at any time of the day w/o makeup one. My mother say next time my husband who see me without makeup will get a shock out of his life.

Ok same goes for S. If i stayover he will force me to remove my makeup before i sleep if not i wont be allowed to sleep. Fml. Hahahahah so like first few time yknow la. Obviously he has to say i look ok. Duhhhhh.

"No im not gonna remove my makeup :( I look super ugly i swear!!!!!!"
"NO CANNOT YOU HAVE TO REMOVE IF NOT YOU CANNOT SLEEP!"
"*pour makeup remover onto cotton wool and starts removing my eye makeup*"
"You look ok lor!!! Where got difference. Actually i prefer you without makeup. I dont like girls with makeup gaogao (thick thick) one"
"Rly?? :) Ok:)"

So recently all that has changed. HAHAHAHAHAHAH he doesnt tell me i look ok w/o makeup anymore. FML... Now the conversation goes like this.... And it rly did happen ok. We ordered mcdelivery and we sat accross each other to eat.....

"*me ttly bare faced and happily eating my burger*"
"You look like ET.."
"T__________T Are you saying im ugly?! *Smack him*"
"ET phone home...... *laughs like its rly funny*"
"T_________________________________T shit you."
"But i still love you what.... ET phone home *points finger out*"

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH THIS RLY HAPPENED OK. But conversations rly occured. First one was like probably 1 month plus ago. Second one was like last week T_T Good think im forgiving ok.

Anyway..... heres my before and after.. HAHAHAHHA all for an increase in readers ok. See how much i sacrifice. Some of my friends nv ever see me w/o makeup before.

Ok my hair super cui i know. Cause i just did the makeup. Hahahahaha i come home since tuition and i nv bathe. I just removed my makeup clean clean to take the before photo and put makeup again to take the after photo. My hair super super cui. Hahahaha and i got a very high forehead ok i know fml. My whole life i have to have fringe cause of it :( But ok im still quite chio.....

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH

I should invest in a good camera so i can take videos right? Hahahahha ok i have no money to buy la. Maybe my birthday i can try to get sponsors ^^

Kk if you read this just before you sleep i rly hope you can sleep. Hahahahahahhahah and please dont judge me based on my before photos. Im rly pretty one. Just that no makeup a bit cui. Ok super cui...fml.

K goodnight. Shall think of more interesting things to blog about.

2011-06-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

I'm like super upset idky. Ok la I do know y. It's cause I didn't meet S at all today. My parents say I one day don't meet him like can die like that. Yes..can die. I don't have anything to do at all. I'm like so dulanz w the job.. I told him "I hate ur job" Hahahahaha I rly bth then I say one ok. I not purposely wanna make things difficult for him.

:( super upset. And this will ctn till the day he quits this job >:( super dulan I'm not allowed to stayover anymore. I mean like wth doesn't mean u get pregnant at 19 means I will too. I'm not stupid also. It's not like bcos ur life is screwed up means Im not even allowed to date. I buay tank sia srsly. But will they understand.. No. And srsly ah we all know who I'm talking abt. But can u read my rants and get over it and carry on w ur life. I don't need anyone to add fuel to the fire by telling tales to my lao bu ok. That's like #souncool

Ok fine u can say I sound super immatured but yes I am. I will nv understand my parent's intentions till the day I too become a parent. But till that day comes I will still be this angsty kid who will nv ever get along w her parents ok. Period. So don't go all u should put urself in your parent's shoes nonsense.

Ok I stopped wanting to be a famous blogger alr. Hahahahahaha so no pictures today. Maybe tmrw... Till then.

2011-06-12T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

For a second time. Hahahahaha bcos i want more readers the whole day i have been thinking about interesting topics to blog about. See im so dedicated :O So i wanna blog about the pros and cons of being a famous blogger. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAH this is called preparing early. In future (highly possible ok) when i become a famous blogger. i can look back at this post and see "Oh ok so this are the bad sides of being famous... i shall try to avoid doing this"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA OK YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO READ ON CAUSE THERE WONT BE ANY CAMWHORE PICS HERE :O

Hahahahaha omg i cnt tank sometimes i sound so self absorbed and obsessed :O I think alot of ppl will hate me if they dknow me and read my blog. HAHAHAHAH but having said that.... having haters is the start of being a famous blogger. So.... I CANT WAIT TO HAVE A FIRST HATER!! I shall be more self absorbed than ever in the subsequent posts :DDDD

So lets start...

Pros of being a famous blogger
1. Free clothes
Hahahahaha from what i see, you practically dont have to buy clothes at all cause of all the sponsored clothes. Ok you wont get sponsors from like HH/CWC/HVV/AE/LB cause they got so much sales alr. Not enough to sponsor. Hahahaha ok anyway the point is that you will still get free clothes. No matter pretty or not... its still free!!! To me this is like the best part about being a famous blogger. Hahahaha i swear if i ever get free clothes i will nv ever shop agn. Ok jk.

2. You get paid to do advertorials
Hahahaha this is like also so awesome!!!! You write a blogpost to help advertise and you paid! Ok but i think alot of effort needed here. Need to edit so many pics. Hahahaha i everyday edit my pics till damn sian alr.. Somemore i nv use photoshop. Cant imagine if i know how to use photoshop confirm spend 5 hours a day blogging.

3. Famous lor
Lololol this is also awesome.. You get recognised by ppl!! Hahahahaha everywhere you go ppl also know who you are. The way you walk also will naturally have more seh. Btw that day i saw the AE model/owner! Shes like super chio and skinny.. i like!!!!

4. You sell stuff online everyone will flock to buy
Hahahahahaha i mean like when you see a blogger you like selling stuff you will be like super interested to buy right!!!! Usually the stuff they sell also like sell out damn fast. Look at me..... In the previous post i put a link to the blogshop i created for S and only 1 person click on it T___________T

I give yall one more chance ok: Shop Sunny Bunny Online Store

Ok ok so it seems like being a famous blogger is like super awesome and got so many good things that come alot with it right.... but did we ever think about the downsides of being so famous??? I sound serious.... i shall add a "HAHA" to make it less serious... Hahahahahahaahhaahaha

Ok much better.

Cons of being a famous blogger
1. You get recognised everywhere you go
Yes thats a bad part about being famous also!! HAHAHAHAHA BECAUSE YOU CANNOT DIG NOSE IN PUBLIC!!!!! I mean sometimes its like not that you want noseshit right. I can ttly understand that cause i always got pisai one. Think my nose hair too much. But srsly if you were famous..... at such a thing happen... how? How to dig nose. I mean like ok picture this:

You are on a date with a super handsome guy... Halfway the guy leaves to go to the toilet and you realise you got pisai. But how? Can you leave the seat now? Cannot leave your bag unattended right. And ok you can always go toilet to dig when the guy comes back. BUT... what if he comes back and unfortunately decides to look into your nose and sees that its full of shit? He confirm zao one lor. So desperate times calls for desperate measures. You.need.to.dig.your.nose.in.public. Bo bian. You rather ppl around you to know you dig nose or your super hot date to see your pisai? But you see.... if you were a famous blogger and ppl ard you recognise you...can you do that? Can you dig your nose in public thinking that no one will give a shit? HAHAHAHA no.... you cannot. The moment you do that you will see a tweet come up mentioning you...

"Omg im at xxx restaurant and i just saw @gottagabgab digging her nose #gross"

2. You cannot be a cheapo
Hahahahahaha i am a cheapo and i like stuff to be cheap. Like when i go fleamarket i will try to make the price as low as possible and negotiate like crazy. But.... what if you were a famous blogger?? HAHAHAHA you cannot do that! Ok maybe you can. But what will your readers think of you when they see you being a cheapo? Again... imagine this scenario...

You are an owner of a stall at a fleamarket.. You selling your stuff at reasonable prices then comes along a famous blogger and she tries to slash the price from $20 to $2. What will you think of her? Hahahahaha you will see another tweet mentioning you...

"Omg @gottagabgab so cheapo.... she earn so much from advertorials but she not willing to spend $20 on clothes"

Ok point 2 is a bit nonsensical.

3. People might get a shock if they see you IRL
As i said... famous BLOGGER. You blog. So ppl dont necessarily know how you look like IRL. Hahahahahaha and what if theres a huge diff bet your pics and IRL. I understand this cause i think i look better in pics too :O Hahahahaha all my camwhore pics like quite chio right. But what i see in the mirror is not like that!! HAHAHAHA

Ok i lazy liao i wanna go eat sandwich... Shall blog agn tmrw.

Goodbye.

2011-06-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

Have been wasting my holiday away sia. Spent the whole day at S's agn. Im like perma there lor. You can call me at anytime of the day and i'll be there. Hahahaha. Im like there even more frequently the the owners of the house. Met S for like a teeny tiny short while before he left for work. Fml. One day im gonna go to the shop and scold the manager for making him work the like almost everyday >:( So angry... And my parents arent being helpful either cause they dont allow me to stayover. I swear if the fact that we cant meet often spoils our r/s im gonna li jia chu zou. Hahahahahahhahha ok i nato one. The last time i wanted to li jia chu zou i packed all my clothes into a garbage bag and wanted to leave but... there was too many clothes :O

Anyway, the whole day was spend helping S to set up a blogshop selling all his instocks. Hahahahahaha his house lika warehouse lor. Got so many many many clothes, footwear, underwear and perfume. Lolololol and its all is to sell one. When he show me the stuff i was like :O Are you crazy.... how am i suppose to go through all those stuff. Ok but i quite excited when i go through the girls stuff!! Woooooo i want so many things. Shall show y'all later.

All the agnes b tees. Hahahahaha am i even allowed to sell it? Its like non-authentic. Ok dc.. not my problem. Anything just push the blame to S. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Anyway today was kinda bad day..... i look quite ugly today so i didnt rly camwhore. My blog views gonna decrease :( HAHAHAHA

The picture below is the "I tao tia but i still wanna pose and wink at you and act chio ;D" HAHAHAHAHAHA

Ok i shall show you guys some of the stuff i want!!!

Hahahaha this is the Tod's inspired sandals. Its like sibeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii chioooooooooooooo. IRL also damn chio. When i saw it i was like O.O Its so pwetty i want it. Like so barbie doll right. And the material also like barbie doll shoes material :OOOOO. Hahahahaha this one only got 1 size 38 and 1 size 39... so i doubt S will let me have it :( Hahahaha so i shall not make things difficult and not ask. Btw i took and edited all the pics of the footwear!!! Im like so artistic and AWESOME ^^

I want this also!!! Hahahahaha Juicy Couture inspired sandals!!! Its like the foamy foamy material and its like platform. WAHHHHHHH at first i havent open i was like aiya normal la. Then i opened one pair to take pics. Hahahahahah i purposely took out a size 39 cause thats my size and i tried it on :O Wah its like so awesome. Like ttly beach worthy. I can imagine myself wearing a sundress with my shades on and this sandals and acting chio while walking on the beach *Flips hair and wink ;)

Shall sajiao and ask S to give me one pair. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Must gei siao a bit.. Conversation will go smthg like that...

"A... u know i help u sell the stuff right.. then i saw the jc shoes... its so pretty leh. V chio sia ^^....."
"U want one pair is it?"
"No la im just saying its rly pretty and matches my skin tone and feels so soft and naise to walk it....... *sigh....."
"U take la got so many.... and you put in so much effort to help me :D"
"Ok alr kept one for myself :DDDDDD"

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH OMG IM SO FULL OF NONSENSE. Ok this is the scenario i hope will happen..... but in actual fact i think it will go like that since S is quite bitchy sometimes....

"A... u know i help u sell the stuff right.. then i saw the jc shoes... its so pretty leh. V chio sia ^^....."
"Yeah i know.... A u know today ah while i working i saw this chio bu.......... blah blah blah"
"T______________________T I WANT ONE PAIR OF THE SANDALS "
"She walked pass me and flipped her long hair and i was like...... blah blah blah"
">:( Im so sad..... u treat me so badly"
"Huh y i treat u bad??? :O"
"U love me or not? If u love me u will let me have the sandals"
"Ok ok i love u"

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA OK THE SECOND SCENARIO IS 99% POSSIBLE. Because S never ever listens when im talking. Hahahaha we can both talk about ttly diff things sometimes. Sometimes he doesnt respond at all and its damn obvious he isnt listening. LOL. And he always tells me he see a pretty girl and stuff like that and i will diao him and he will say "But you most pretty :)" And all will be good. Haahahahhahahah and when i dont get my way i will do the If-you-love-me method. ALWAYS.WORKS.

Omg im so full of nonsense. I just typed one chunk of nonsense. Ok last item i want!!! I want this Agnes b tee!!! Hahahahaha its actually guys cutting la but im sure i can wear it too. The packaging was so perfect so i didnt open any of them to try.. :( But i rly want it sia!!! Its damn chio and looks damn real and wahh i can imagine myself wearing it. Anyway its going at $35. Quite cheap right? Idk.. i thought it was quite cheap..

Anyway you can go to the blog and check out the items im helping to sell ^^ If you have my number can sms me also. Hahahahahaha ok la actually i think no one will buy... i havent even help to advertise or anything. Im so lazy and tired to do so..

www.shopsunnybunny.blogspot.com

HAHAHAHAHAHA THE URL IS LIKE SO MEGA KEWT AND ADORABLE RIGHT. S still dknow the link i think. Hahahahaha when i was creating it i called him to ask what url he want. But he nv pick up so i dulan and put a cute gay name for him. HAHAHAHAHA. Ok la but i dont think he cares cause although its like his blogshop.... im the one running it.. FML.

Please support and help to tweet or tell your friends about it can? :) Ok that was like a redundant question. HAHAHAHAHHAH NO ONE WILL BOTHER TWEETING ABT IT OR TELL THEIR FRIENDS. Cos if its me i will just click the link and enter and see the stuff for sale. If i dont like anything i close window and forget about it forever.

Anyway i still havent put up alot of stuff.... got Fred Perry stuff also. It looks damn real i sumpa..... I chec the actual site also. The.same. But i so lazy to update alr la. Another day.

Ok i still wanna blog about something interesting actually. But this blog post like too long..... So i shall create another post.

Goodnight.

2011-06-11T00:58:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahahahahaha ok im one step closer to fufiling my ambition to becoming a famous blogger. HAHAHAHAHAH I GOT 72 VIEWS TODAY!!!!! LOLOLOL first time ever. My fan base is expanding. I think i should have like a fanclub. And i should have a fan club name. Like Princess Emily Pistachio fanzzzz. Hahahahaha Fann Wong's fanclub is called Fannatic (Geddit? Fann-atic). HAHAHAHA i googled that. So i should ttly have a fanclub name. Ok la still early still early. Once i rch 100 fans i will think of a fan club name. HAHAHAHAHA OMG CNT TANK .... IM SO LAME T_T

Anyway today was another boring...mundane day. Hahahaha i nv do anything fun one lor. I wanted to go out and take pretty pics using my new cammywammy but no i didnt. #fail

Headed to suntec for the IT fair cause S wanted to buy a cordless phone T_T HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. There were like so many deals. Like but one phone get a kettle OR ricecooker or walkie talkie for FREE!!! Lololol then S was like....... "Why would i need a walkie talkie for?!" Hahahahaha. Sometimes the free gift also v funny.

Had my favourite Eskimo hazelnut milktea ^^ Hairpee Galzz 4 lyfe :DD Then headed back to S's. Its like officially our favourite hang out. We ttly have no life.... T_T

Used my new AE clutch!! Woooooooo its like prettiest thing ever. They got the prettiest clutches sia. Super worth it. Can use as handbag also. Hehhehehehhe ultra mega chio!!!!!! ^^v Im so gonna use it everyday...
Ok i wanna step famous blogger so im gonna do the whats in my bag thing. HAHAHAHAH yknow how like every single blogger tends to do the whats-in-my-bag thing right. So i decided to arrange wtv is in my bag....... Then i realised i dont even have much in my bag. Im like ttly a guy lor. I only need my phone, wallet and eyelash glue on most days. Today special day so i brought out my new cammywammy.
Why like mine so pathetic ah?? HAHAHAHA Why like ppl do the whats in my bag i always see until like damn naise. Mine like so boring. Boring person=boring bag contents T_T Shall nv do this agn. Hahahahaha. Anyway S has lie major OCD.

OCD= Obsessive compulsive disorder;
Obsessive-compulsive disorder is an anxiety disorder in which people have unwanted and repeated thoughts, feelings, ideas, sensations (obsessions), or behaviors that make them feel driven to do something (compulsions).

Hahahaha his OCD is that is he a neat freak. I swear. Like double swear. Look at the next picture. Everything is in line and in place ok. Ok my phone is not there cause i used it to take this pic. But ok before that i left my phone on that table (seng-eh seng-eh) and he diao me and aligned it with the rest of the items on the table. I was like T____T

"You got OCD"

Sometimes i leave my stuff like all around the room and i will get scolded. Hahahahahahaha siao one lor. HAHAHAHAHA but quite funny. That day i was hanging my towel then i just anyhow hang on the hanger. And he was like "A... you dknow how to hang towel ah??" I was like "Huh like that not hang meh!!"

And he told me i have to make both sides of the towel of equal length and equally spreaded out on the hanger. HAHAHAHAHAHA FML i swear i nv see anyone like this before. I confirm one day buay tank and just ki siao and mess up his whole room. Ok jk im not so psychotic. Ok im not jk.

Anyway i camwhored like crazy today. Must strive to keep my blog interesting ma. Interesting means more pictures of yours truely ^^ I already filter my number of pics lor. Hahahahah got so many more. If you wanna see i can send you HAHAHAHAHAH. You want emeow... whatsapp...mms all also can. I save in thumbdrive for you also can.

Fake chanel :O Still wear until got seh...

Act chio and look at bag picture #pretty
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Hahahahaha S got alot of props for me to use.
I look sibei chio here dont ya think. HAHAHAHHA my hair looks perfect and the whole picture looks so perfect. Hahahahahhahahahhaha rly leh. Its my new computer backgroud. Teeheeeeee. And i look so fair lika geisha ^^

Ok bai..... tmrw need wake up early agn.... Sad life....

2011-06-10T00:53:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

Im like so sad. Everyone seems so busy :( Hahahaha AC like all at IT show. Clique 5 like 4eva busy. And S has work like almost everyday and he works till like 1/2 plus am :( Im like ultimate sad and lonely.... so after S went for work i went shopping alone :( Hahahahahaha my life srsly damn sad i ALWAYS go shopping alone.

But im like broke. HAHAHAHA i dont even have money to do anything. I borrowed money from my sister just to go gaigai. When is my pay cmg :( Ok la didnt buy clothes. Just did some window shopping and trying on clothes cos so shuang. HAHAHAHA.

Bought a cammywammy ^^ Hahahaha those must buy film and develop one. The sample pics they show like damn naise so i thought just buy lor. Next time got money then i buy a Diana mini! :O Saw another naise one but like $195 T_T

Shall bring it out tmrw and start snapping! Hahahahaha i cant wait to see the developed films!!!!!!! ^^ HAHAHAHA ok i got a feeling will fail.

Ok i was thinking right.. why famous bloggers got so many readers? Then i think think.... its cause they pretty mah. But so what if they pretty. Then i think harder.. bcos they post alot of camwhore pictures!! HAHAHAHHAHA SO I DECIDED I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO CAMWHORE. I want more readers mah (Will discuss this later)

So here you go.. my camwhoring skills put to good use ^^ My sister say i look damn ahlian. But idc.. i think i look kewt+kewl!! ;D

Hahahahhaha f21 changing room. I wanted to get this top. But no $$$ ah so everything seems so expensive :( Looks so picnic worthy lorrrrrrr. Kinda regret not getting it. Quite naise sia.
Paiseh ah v hard to camwhore and take outfit pictures. HAHAHAHAHAHA so my picture turned out blur and awkward. I prefer ppl taking pictures of me. But i was ALONE and in the changing room so...

Ok talking about the part of blogging. I was thinking again. HAHAHAHA i think alot ok. Cause like 90% of the day im alone and doing nothing impt so i think alot. So anyway i was thinking..... why do i even blog? Like ok i say its like a online diary. But why i dw to lock it leh? Its not just cause i wanna make it mahfan for my 30 ppl fan base. (hahahahahhahahahah i noe i noe) But its cause of this reasons:

1. Im attention seeking
I mean i like ppl to read my blog. Hahahahaha. I like it when ppl tell me they read my blog and tell me its funny. Although i dont rly think its as funny as ppl say it is. But i can live w that. Hahahahaha. So yes i like to know that ppl read my blog and want to know about my life. It makes me feel important. HAHAAHAHAHAHA bth myself.

2. I can read back anytime i want
I do read my own blog from time to time! HAHAHAHA i will choose a particular month of a particular year and just read. Just to know what i did. Like when its ok for example Christmas. I wanna see what i did for christmas the year before so i just check my blog. Hahahaha ok but most of the time i dont get what i find cause im dont blog often. My blog is like almost 3 years old but this is my 301th post only T_T

3. One of my ambition is to be a famous blogger
I know la ok i cmi as a blogger. Im not as pretty (im quite... just not as pretty) as famous bloggers, im so lazy to blog, i cant even camwhore well and my life is so boring. You tell me how to be famous. Hahahahaha i dont even have many friends to begin with. Cause i think right.. to be famous you actually have to have a certain number of friends. And of course must be like super chio and have a damn interesting life. But ok although im far far far far far from becoming a famous blogger but i can dream right!!!! I also got alot of other ambitions but its not like i can be every one of those. Ok i wanna be a teacher.

Kkkkkkkkk im so tired. Goodbye.........................

2011-06-09T02:11:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

Currently on repeat in my playlist. Ok its not gonna be a emo nemo post. I just have alot of my mind.

Sometimes idk whether its me or not. But i rly have no confidence in having a long term r/s. At first you feel like this person is The One. You feel like your world would end if he ceased to exist in your life. You feel like nothing else matters and you spend all your time doing things tgt and making sure to make a mental record of every happy memory you have tgt.

And.. you think you would marry him. You forget you have friends. You forget you have a family. You forget you got school and work commitments. Prioritising seems to be the hardest thing to do but you cant be bothered bcos the other party is still your top priority.

1 month isnt that long a time but im alr starting to question us.

Lately S and I have not been giving in much to each other. I hate that yknow. Cant we both just learn to give and take and everything will be much simpler? But no, its not so easy. Last night was the worse night ever. Idky i felt that way but i felt that it was the start of the end of everything we had tgt. I woke up feeling super depressed and i didnt even know why.

I shall just give myself more time to think it over. I dwanna make and rash decisions which i might regret in the future :O

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
- Marilyn Monroe

2011-06-08T22:06:00.005+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahaha it was a breakthrough ytd. I had 45 readers. Thats like 15 more than my 30 ppl fan base. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Last night i haolian to my sister about having 30 readers and she suan me T_T Hahahahaahahahahaha but its so funny. I believe one day i will have 1000 readers though. I have to go plastic surgery a bit first. HAHAHAHAHAHA. But its possible ok.

Anyway i saw the photos Panty uploaded and i realised we both look like tweens!!!!! Hahahahahaha i think its out bangs but we srsly look kinda alike right in some photos. I think out hair got the sailormoon feel. HEHEHEHEHE HAHAHAHAHAHA HOHOHOHOHOHO. One red one black.

I even out these two photos of us side by side for you to compare. Kinda look alike right!! Ok maybe its just that we have the same pose T_T
Anyway if you didnt realise, i edited every photo in this blog post!! HAHAHAHAHAHA the makings of a blogger. I used photoscape. And its not bad leh. Somemore free one. And ytd i realised S has photoshop!!! Im gonna learn how to use it and edit my photos alr. No need scared Panty bloat my pictures alr bcos...... I.CAN.BLOAT.HER.BACK. Hahahahahahha ok jkjk she also nv bloat my photos. Say say only. Hahahahaha.

I look so pwetty here dont you think. Hahahaha ok you cant even see my face. I think i edit until not bad lor. I got potential >:D

Today i went for my tuition marathon. Supposedly had 4 but i couldnt wake up for the first one so i had 3. Can die lor... so tired. Was so hungry lor didnt even have time to eat before my tuitions. Then my second tutee so awesome. Halfway through the lesson she go out and walk in with one bag of chocolates. My face immd lit up. Like srsly so hairpee. HAHAHAHAHAHA and got so many types i nv try before. I hope next lesson i go still got chocolate :) I so hairpee that i gave her like in total approx 30 min brk. HAHAHAHAHA

Then 3rd tuition was slack-tuition agn. Whole lesson like playing only lor. Good thing he smart. Then we tried out his lego guns. Super kewl. Hahahahaha we pk see who better and we took videos. Lolololol. And he told me he know how to shuffle. So i help him play party rock anthem for him to shuffle. HAHAHAHAHAHA it was like damn funny. Shall post the video up sometime soon. Im so lazy to do so todayzzzz. Hahahahaha omg swear its so funny.

Then i camwhored with his cap and hoodie. Im as small as him lor idc. I can fit into his hoodie perfectly. And he is damn tiny so I ALSO DAMN TINY!!! IDC IDC..... ok fine im not tiny...

Ok goodnight guyszzzz. I wanna have 50 readers today. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA :O

2011-06-08T00:06:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

Met up w clique 5 for dinz today to celebrate kke birthday. That reminds me.... we didnt get her a cake. Fml hahahahaha i ttly forgot abt cakes. Nvm... theres always next year... theres always my birthday! ^^ Lol.

Headed to Cathay for dinz at Astons. Hahahahaha they queued so long sia. And me being me was late for >1 hour T_T Omg btw this is the chat between Panty and her father. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA her father is in shanghai btw and whatsapped her this. He wanted to buy her that pair of shoe.

At first when she show us the pic we all just laugh cause its so funny. I mean the shoe is so funny. Then we saw her whatsapp conversation we laughed like crazyyyyy. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA "Dont buy"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAAHA CNT TANK SIAZZZZ

Then we took neoprintzz. $5 niazz. Last time the average was like always $9 or more right. Omg did i ever mention b4 i like taking neoprints sia. Its not ahlian or loserish at all lor cause i think i look kewt in neoprints ^^v

The shirley took for me a polaroid. HAHAHAHAHAHA cause she know i camwhore so she let me have the last polaroid to take a single shot. Wooooooooooo ^^ Ok i look awkward alone. My posture also a bit like maid. Yknow like those take picture for maid agency.... Ok no actually like those sell women to be bride one. I look like a Vietnam bride right... HAHAHAHAHAHAH FMLLLLLL. Lol omg im a joke................................

Will update about chalet when pictures are uploaded!! Continue reading my blog ok my readers. Hahahahahahaha ok 30 is alot to me!!!

But srsly if you read my blog can you not like tell the whole world about what i blog about. Example..... my mother. I mean if its rly meant for her to read i will give her my blog link right T_T My blog is like a diary but for friends to read. You dont want your parents or anything to read right. Not that i have anything to hide la but its like sibei annoying... And im not gonna lock my blog and make things difficult for my 30 readers ok. Hahahahahaha i got a fan base ok.... Mai siao siao

Ok bai

2011-06-06T04:35:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

I think my mood swings are happening too often. Hahahahaha one moment I'm like rly sad and depressed and the next I'm like all cheery and sweet and rainbows and unicorns. Whenever we have problems, I think we all need to talk it out. Like say wtv that's on your mind. Let the other party know exactly what you're thinking cos no one rly likes guessing games.. That way we will all be happy. Ok most of the time. I actually feel that sometimes saying what you rly feel is like a bad thing to do. Might even end up quarrelling and stuffzzz. Ok enough of my random rantings.

Holidays are finally here. I think it's like a well deserved break. Not that I rly deserve any. But I rly feel that my last week of sch was rly a torture. I was so stressed out ok. Rts,rm,nvp and gems. Ok I didn't study for gems... But not studying for it made me stress too. Hahahahahaha sometimes i rly like so loser siazz.

Ytd I spent like 12 hrs of my life at S's house A.L.O.N.E. Hahahahahahahaha I rly treat the place like my second home. Ok third home... Xm's house is my second home. I rly know how to entertain myself siazz. Watched three movies, read magazines and took a nap. Hahahahaha like that 12 hrs gone. I amaze myself sometimes. Ok but S says if I ctn so stay his house his electricity bill sure zoom ttm. Cause the whole 12 hrs I was there I kept the aircon on:O i don't like no zircon mahzz. Had a htht when he finally came back. Hahahahahaha I officially feel psychotic. Ok but to convince myself I'm still sane I RT-ed this just now:

"Girls dont get mad for no reason. Theres always a reason. No matter how small it is or how dumb it is. It's still consider as a reason. #TLS"

I'm so full of nonsense. Chalet tmrw and I'm not packed for it yet. I'm so tired I just wanna stay home. Lol I think after meeting clique 5 on tues I won't go back to the chalet lor. So far sial.... What to do....

Ok hope this meaningless blogpost kept you entertained... Lol ytd I got 34 readers I so happy. I v happy I got ppl reading my blog lor heheheheheheehehehehehehe and I'm not shy abt it ^^

2011-06-01T00:35:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

This week gotz to be my worse week ever. Hahahahahaha i feel so stressed although i dont have much work to do la. Its just that in these 7 weeks of school im finally doing some work. Fml. I rly wanna quit sch but my parent will nv allow. And i need a diploma to go NIE. Hahahahahaha im rly serious about being a teacher!!! I rly wanna be a teacher. But idw have a teacher as a husband leh. HAHAHAHAHAH ok wtv.

Cant wait for Friday to come. Cause holidays are finally here. Ok i alr holiday 7 weeks. But now its like rightfully holiday. Hahahahaha.

Im so broke...... i can die now. My next major pay is like mid june. Fml srsly :'( Btw i think i finally am not a blogshop addict alr. Goodbye HH, AE, CWC, LB and HVV...... ok i think its only temporary. Hahahahaha but im so proud of myself. I havent bought a single thing from any of these blogshops' latest collections. Self control man. Ok la no $$$. But i would like to credit my self control. I officially am not a shopaholic ^^

Ok awesome... HH and LB updating tmrw. Srsly man...... i wanna kill them right nao. Although i got alot of self control nowadays but dont test it leh. Every week update. Tryna make me suicide lor.

Kk back to work..

2011-05-29T02:01:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Life is far from awesome.. These few days has been weirdly busy for me since I haven't been attending sch regularly.

My life is officially back to normal since Friday is over.... Ok not rly. My life suckszzzzz *slash wrist.

Srsly I mean like not that anyone can rly understands what I'm gonna say but ok.. Don't you sometimes rather someone lie to you rather than tell you the truth. I rly don't mind ppl lying to me as long as I don't find out. Hahahaha sounds stupid but I rly don't wanna know everything. If it's not necessary i'd rather not know... Ok I'm so dulanzzzzz right naozzzzz. I just wanna stay home the whole day to watch movies. Idw to do my projects or anything. Idw to go to tuition also...

Ok back to reality.... Shall do finish my nvp.

2011-05-24T02:14:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

School is horrible. I rly hate gg to school. Hahahaha i have no idea what im doing in school. I rly feel like im in the wrong course.. But its kinda too late to realise that. HHAHAHAHAHHA im in my 3rd year alr T_T

Today was another long and torturous day at sch. Ended school at 6 and headed to Strictly Pancakes with Clique what? Hahahahaha we were mentioning how the 5 of us havent had "our time" since Year 1. Then we think back.... we only had one successful outing w the 5 of us present. Hahahahahaha ok la we used to have stayovers at wj house. Hahahaha i miss us in year 1 when we were all in the same class. Ok wtv we still meet each other in school every day. HAHAHAHA.

Am so psyched about Friday! "Partyin partyin yeah! ^^v" ... HAHAHAHAHA no im ttly kiddng. I dont party i dont club.. i dont ever do anything fun. Hahahahhahaha. Once Friday comes im gonna stop listening to emo songs and my mother will start treating me like pangsai agn. Hahahahaha but idc.

Cant wait for this two weeks to be over. Looking forward to wasting my life away during my 3 weeks break ^^ Ok but first i have to finish up RM and RTS projects. Ok wait finish up is not the right term i should say.... "start on" HAHAHAHA ok starting RTS tmrw.

Ok off to bed. Goodnight my pathetic number of fans.

2011-05-22T01:25:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahahaha I srsly have been neglecting this blog. I must learn to blog religiously. Ok I think the main reason for my absence is b'cos I downloaded a 'secret diary' app on my phone. Hahahahaha fml I'm so lame. It has like a password and I have been updating it everyday for the past 13 days. Lololol. Oh btw me got myself a white iPhone 4!! I'm so awesome ^^ ok not to mention ttly broke. But life is good w such an awesome phone. Ttly forgot the wonders of having an iPhone within reach. Took me 4 months to finally replace my lost 3GS... Rip. It was my best companion for 11 months ok. Hahahahahaha I was rly damn upset to lose it ok that time. Nvm now I got a more awesome phone. I shall name it Princess ^^

6th week of school next week. Have been skipping lessons like crazy. I just rly hate gg to school. Hahahaha ttly lost interest in my course. I wanna be a teacher next time. But I must be quite smart to be a teacher right? Fml I shall do some research soon. Hahahahahahahha I rly wanna be a math teacher. I swear I rly think I got the qualities of a good teacher. I'm super patient w kids, im likeable, I'm pwetty. Hahahahahahahha yes I am idc.

As mentioned before... May was gonna be the worse month of my life. Hahahahahaha ok not rly for now. Cause some things just need some getting used to. I think I adapt v well. Hahahahaha. I mean at first I feel as if I'm gonna die but after like a few days I get used to the changes. Whoever said 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' was talking nonsense. Hahahahahahaha doesnt work for me.. I'm sucha loser sometimes. Ok no I'm still awesome.

Btw finally managed to meet clique five last Thursday. Almost forgot was it was like to be w them. Hahahahahaha. Updated each other on our lifes. And panty is still as funny as ever. I nv get tired of her stories. Hahahahahaha and kke is so shu nv. And Panty painted our nails at the OPI counter using the samples. Swear we do the most stupid things. Hahahahahaha. Imagine if we got scolded. So ps la. I wanna meet them agn soon. Ok think we can meet on kke birthday!! Which is cmg soon! Lololol. Sudd can't wait for my birthday. Hahahaha

K bye. Shall make it a point to update once every two days. My readership dropped like crazy. Hahahahaha like 10 a day. Fml.

2011-04-28T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahaha i ttly cant be a blogger. The last time i blogged was on 6th April now alr 28th April. HAHAHAHAH FML... why time pass so fast leh. So many things happened this month. Some ups and some downs. But i rly dont want this month to end :'( I dont want May to come. Srsly i think im gonna die next month. Gonna be the worse month of my life... Ok drama queen agn.

Ok srsly i think everyone thinks i damn drama. Ytd i injured my foot. Like i banged into a curb and injured. I swear i though my little toe was gonna drop off. Even my mother said so. HAHAHAHHAHA but then now i think about it...its not v serious. My mother also like me one... always talk cock. Hahahahhahahah the wound keeps bleeding but its not painful at all. So i suppose its not that serious? Ok but srsly it looks damn gross. I swear i loss alot of blood. Like worse than my previous injuries from falling down (cause i run)..

Enough about it.. hahahahahahaha.

Anyway school has started and im in year 3 :( Like so fast. As much as i dont wanna go to school i also dont want poly to end. Anyway.. so excited for tmrw!! Im gonna meet my colleagues for supper ^^v So excited sia i wanna see AD1. HAHAHAHHAHAHHA. Thats like a codename. LOLOLOLOL.

Ok im broke.. life sucks.

Goodbye.

2011-04-06T00:00:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

Today was supposedly my off day.. but it got pushed to thurs :( Disrupted all my tuition plans. Fml. Hahahahaha but i shall not complain cause despite the fact that im sick work was rly fun the past 2 days. Keep laughing the whole day lor. Think its cause the guy come back from reservice alr so the got one more person to entertain me. Hahahahahah ytd i did closing w him and i swear hes so funny.. The place was playing Beautiful by Christina Aguilera. I agar agar know the lyrics la so he started singing along to the song...

"You are beautiful no matter what they say.. words wont bring me to hell"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAA before this he asked me the lyrics but i just ignore and couldnt be bothered to teach him then i hear him sing i immd laugh sia. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHH laugh until the other shops also can hear. Lololololol. If you didnt know the lyric is

"You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down"

HAHHHAHAHAHHA FML that was so funny. Lololol i officially like to do closing with this colleague.. and i complain to him about my whole life. And everyday when blogshop update i'll borrow his iphone to see updates or previews and i will ask his opinion. Hahahahahhaha like "this one nice??" Lololol he usually entertains me...

Then ytd i used his phone agn to check the mac cosmetics website cause i wanted to find the collection i saw at the shop. Hahahahahhahahah then he say

"A i also not girl why you always show me this kind of things... i also cannot buy"

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA then i realised i treat him lika gal... HAHAHHAHAHHAHA

Ok enough about my work place ppl.

Today im so happy i bought so many new clothes. Heheheheehehehehehe. Cant wait for them to arrive. So broke and im in debt agn. HAHAHHAHAHAH fml. And im so pekchek now. I wanna complain about my life to xm. But itp is so irritating. I can nv ever meet xm. I got so many things to complain about. Think my life so complicated........ but actually its not. HAHAHHAHAHAH

Ok tmrw morn shift.. good night.

2011-04-03T02:17:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

I really have nothing much to blog about. Hahahahaha my life is the same everyday. Nothing interesting ever happens. Oh today a colleague's mother fetch us and we got into a minor accident. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA srsly minor but i cant help but feel like a suay kia.

I wanna go shoppingzzzz.

Goodnight.

2011-04-02T02:10:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahahahahahha i havent blogged for so long but my March readership was 860. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA its alot to me ok!!!! Im feeling popular agn.

Shall blog about my life to entertain everyone. Work has been good, work has been fun but its really really tiring..... Off today and i think i spent it well. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. Woke up and catch up on my 855 drama and prepared for tuition only to realise student wanted to cancel ^^v Happiest time of my life...

Since i was already ready i decided to kill time before meeting flh at his workplace. First i went to gekpohzxzzx(the xzxz is supposed to make the shopping centre cooler) to cut my fringe. Hahahahahaha i cut bangz. Flh say i look like a China bitch. Not even a china doll... he said china bitch. Hahahahhhahah fmllllll i swear. Think it makes me look fatter though. But still think i look a little barbie doll-ish. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA a fat barbie la ok, happy.

Then i go town for some retail therapy. Hahahaha as if having to work at town everyday is not enough.. i have to go even on my off day. Bought many green clothes from f21 and a embroided cardi from Topshop. Heheheheheheh i rly like it alot!!!!!! Ok it was a bit overpriced at first then i saw "20% off" i knew i had to get it!!! HAHAHAHAHAH so happy. Happiest buy of the month. Ok today only 2nd April. Im so broke nao lor. I think i rly spend money too fast. 1 week ago i got my itp pay.. about $490. Today im left with about $100. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA srsly i rly sincerely dknow where my money go to. I rly tried to save and not spend too much alr ok. But still broke. Fml. Think i have to work 4eva.

Ok Im so tired... byezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2011-03-30T02:35:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Ok wtv happened to my blog everyday goal. Hahahahaha I didn't know I didn't blog for so many days.......... I rly have been busy.. With itp and tuition.. My life is pathetic. I don't a life at all lor T_T

Ok I kinda like working>tuition nao lor. Especially when my workmates are fun.. so hard to blog of phone.. Blog tmrw.. Goodbye.

2011-03-12T23:24:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahaha i missed out ytd's update.... fml.... now its not blog everyday alr. Hahahahahhahah i dont rly wanna blog anymore. My life is the same everyday. Go work.. come back blog about work. Lol but i shall just blog..

Ytd work was like so damn tiring. Think its cause its the 5th day in a row i worked. And it was my first afternoon shift. 1.30-10.... Thats like rly long lor. I wanna cry.. But ytd was the first time in 5 days i made a sale. Hahahahahhahahahhahahhaha hehehehehhehehe hohohohohohohohhohoho. The later in the day i made 3 more sales. HAHAHAHAHHA which equals to 4 in total!!! Im like to proud of myself lor. But time rly pasts faster when there's customers. When no customer i will like be damn bored and i'll start talking to the ppl working w me. I will just randomly ask them stupid questions or make a random comment on the song or wtv. Like..

"My eyes look pa jiao right.."
"Today you work full shift ah? *acts interested* (The timetable is in the drawer and i ttly know everyone's schedule)"
"Dknow what to eat for lunch sia im so hungry (Not even hungryT_T)"
"My hair naise hor, *flips hair and look at mirror*"
"The security guard v scary.. he look like frankenstein"

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA i always tell all these nonsense to the ppl working w me. Im just that bored. Sometimes i start drawing out the diff bags... sometime i will take the bags and pose w it in the mirror.. sometimes i polish the buckles, sometimes i wipe the table, sometimes i clean the shelves....... sometimes i go toilet pangsai.

Hahahahhahahha when theres no customers it rly super boring lor....... But when alot of customers i also will v kanchiong. Btw im so hairpee i memorised EVERY bag name, material, colour and price. Hehehehehehe even the full timers say im fast okkkkkk.

Today was my first off day since itp. Was initially quite excited for it but i didnt even spend it well. Had a tuition in the morning my my stupid student went to school and didnt even tell me. So it was like 11 am and the first thing the sister said to me was that my student not at home. I so dulan sia then i called my father. But before i could ask my father come bck fetch me she ask me ...

"You wanna play w me?"
"Ok i dont mind, what you wanna play?"

Hahahahhahah then she suggested we play w her neighbour. But it would be too awkward lor. So i said we go her house the special movie room w comfy chairs and super cold aircon to watch movies. Lololololol i know it sounds weird... a 19 year old and a p5 girl having chill time tgt. But its like not awkward at all.. think its cause i teach her brother v long liao and sometimes i will talk to her also. HAHAHAHHAHAH we watched movies for 3 hours plus lor... i srsly wasted like my off day there... But ok la fine i thought it was quite fun. Hahahahhahahaha.

Oh halfway through the father came in and talked to the girl then he started telling me about her results and said she failed 2 subjects and stuff..... then me and the girl look at the father v confused then the girl was like "ta bu shi wo de bu xi lao shi la !! (she not my tuition teacher la!!)" AHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA the father has no clue as to whom im tutoring lor. I teach the boy like almost one year alr but i think i see his parents like less than 10 times. HAHAHHAHAHHAA. So lame lor. Ok maybe >10 times since i have to take tuition fee from them. Lol

K im tired.. tmrw morning shift till 5. My life sucks. Bye....

2011-03-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hello world,

I realised i can blog through my phone.. Hahahaha. Day 4 of work and i almost died today cause i was too tired. Seriously damn sleepy lor.. I kept resting against the shelves and i kept walking ard the shop. Lol good think my mentor nv scold. I rly think she damn naise lor.. And she also will entertain me sometimes. After work we went tonex to get dinz and i tried freshnessburger. Hahahaha its damn naise lor. I am so tired nao i cant think if anything interesting to blof... Hahahahaha will blog something more interesting t,rw conzfirm!!!

Hehehehehhe bye

2011-03-09T21:53:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Day 3 of work and i rly wanna cry. Hahahahahaha ok rly my work environment and colleagues are all super naise and everything but i rly hate standing. I stand so much that my legs hurt even when i walk casually. Fml.

Today i finally met my mentor. She looks super fierce and scary and all but shes like rly naise cause she teached me stuff slowly and tolerates my chi dun actions. HAHAHAHAHAHA. And the ppl working w me are so funny and i keep talking to them. Today i didnt get any bbt break though. So it was solid standing for 7 1/2 hours. Lol and my mentor discussed w me about justin beiber and alot of random stuff. Hahahahahahaha i dont even like justin beiber but i managed to continue the conversation....... i realised i rly talk alot. I so bored that i keep talking the the ppl wrking w me. I keep telling them stupid stories.. Today i even talked to the woman beside me during my lunch break. I dont know her she dont know me but i was bored... HAHAHHAHAHHAHA. My life so pathetic.

Two more days and i get my well-deserved break.... Ok not rly a break since i have to teach tuition.. fml. But yay tmrw i can meet flh after work. Hopefully i can drop by and find xm too. Lollllll i cant live too long w/o seeing xm. I sound so gay..... HAHAHHAHAHAHHA

My blog getting more and more and more uninteresting alr.... I think my readers will decrease lor... but just an update i still got 30 readers/day. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA

Shall think of something interesting to blog tmrw. Goodbye.

2011-03-08T23:17:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Im so tired i wanna die alr. I got so much to blog about but my battery is dying.. shall do a rly quick update just for the sake of blogging.

Today work was tiring because of the standing but time passed rly quickly cause the ppl working w me all so funny i swear!! HAHAHAHAHAH. Got this china girl shes so funny.....

Customer: This bag is rly good, i used it for years
CG: (she thought four years) Oh 4 years?
Customer: Yes 4 years.. no wait 3 years.. i think 5 years..

When customer leave.. the other guy working go ask the CG wai she need to ask like 4 years? HAHAHHAHAHAHH like as in ok la you listen wrongly nvm but why did she need to continue the conversation.. its like inviting the customer to tell her story on how and where and when she bought the bag. HAHAHHAHAH.He say just act int and say*oh wow!!* Hahahahhahahhahahahhah thats like so funny. I can ttly imagine the customer continuing her story. Ok actually the story isnt rly funny.

And i had a bubble tea break today. Heheehehhehehhehe. And the canteen staff keeps calling me meinu. I.must.be.rly.pretty. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH.

My life sucks... HVV update tmrw and im gonna miss it. Fml.

My brother is a fat loser... Fml.

I have to work till Fri w/o a break. Fml.

I cannot meet xm or flh at all. Fml.

Im so broke and i cant earn from tuition. Fml.

Goodbye. Let me drown myself in misery:'(

2011-03-07T21:42:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

First day of itp today. Was 5 min late. Hahahahaha made flh late too. The day before we had a conversation something like this..

Flh: Ok tmrw we meet 9am at orchard.. we'll reach there even before 9.30
Me: Ok lets meet at 9. Dont be late, i confirm wont late one...
Flh: *Very doubtful
Me: Rly i rly wont late one since its work... itp

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH SUPER FAIL... in the end i rch orchard mrt at 9.25. Milah so kanchiong it was so funny. I rly wanna say where im posted to work but i v scared cause i sure talk bad about my work somehow.... Actually the ppl at my workplace today were v pleasant. Hahahahahhah and quite funny. And one of the person there she treat me like rly damnnnnnnnnn good. Shes like those genuinely naise kind.. I asked her like >20 questions lor. And she answered me so happily everytime.. I like her but im only working at this outlet today T_T

But srsly i got the worse job... 6 days a week.. xm is like 3 days work 1 day off. (Which means its not 6 days a week) Fml i swear. Flh has an extra $200 allowance cause his workplace sells overpriced food. What do i get? I am asked to buy a set of shirt and pants for my work. Major fml lor. V dulan milah make me buy polo and jeans. I will nv ever wear either lor. Now need spend more money. >:/

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Wanna commit suicide alr. I realised i have to work till friday and get a off day only on sat. And since its a sat i'll most prob arrange tuitions on sat too. My life sucks. I feel so miserable. *slash wrist.... Oh worse....... i dont think i can watch disney on ice anymore :( Gotz to work on all 4 days...... but maybe can la... shall check out the timings for the show.

Omg the more i think about it the more i wanna cry. I nv rly worked at all my whole life.... I rly hope i dont die....

Talking about dying.... just now someone fainted in the bus and she was standing beside me. HAHAHHAAHHAHAH sry to laugh my the scene was rly funny... She fainted and i thought she just lost her balance... so i didnt rly give it much thought and thought she would regain balance or something. But no she collapse to the ground. Wah siao peh... scare me lor. Then i try to pull her up but i no strength but good thing ard us so many ppl so we all join forces and pulled her up. And someone let her have her seat. At that moment i rly wished i fainted. HAHAHAHHAHA
ok next time i better be more alert to see if the person fall down or faint. hahhahahahhaahhahaha

K im tired.... bye....

2011-03-06T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Omg 11.56. Hahahaha almost forgot to blog. Must must must keep up with my blog everyday goal. I rly will ok. I rly see an increase in my readership compared to last month. Btw... i was just thinking.... if i charge everyone $1 for reading my blog i will have enough to buy an iPad at the end of the month. Im.just.saying. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Flh say i damn loser and secondary sch to keep checking on my blog stats. Hahahahahahaha but i 16 only what. Havent even august lor... i 15 half nia.

Today was horrible.. Had 3 consecutive tuitions and i almost died lor. But i keep telling myself its the last time alr. ITP start i cant teach anymore. So sad lor. Gotz to say bye to so many of my students :'( Had dinz w my dog at cck and this time we had more than enough time to order before they close. HAHAHAHAHA. So loser lor bth siazz. And my dog..... okok slave since imma princess got me disney princess stationery. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA must listen to the story of how he bought it. I feel so embarrassed for him. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA. Good doggy... *throws a treat*

Itp starts tmrw..... SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. Why cant i just have my holidays................

Goodbye.

2011-03-05T18:08:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

Im so depressed lor. I wanna commit suicide liaozz. Monday itp starts.. And i rly rly rly dont wanna work:'( Somemore i have to wear jeans?! Thats like the biggest most sad thing abt itp. I hate wearing jeans. I got thunder thighs T_T My thighs even bigger than flh lor. Thats why i nv ever ever wear jeans. Its like if i wear a dress at least i still got a reason to look fatter. Fml.

I wanna lock myself in the room and cry the whole day. Its that bad. Imagine wearing jeans for 1 1/2 months of itp. Omg sidetrack.. i dknow when i can wear my new clothes. Jialat lor.. i have to wear my new clothes within 1-2 weeks if not i wont like them anymore one. Alamakkkkkkkkzzz.

Ok i realised thats not even the saddest part of itp. The saddest part is that i cant wear fake eyelashes?! And Milah say i have to lighten my makeup. Major fml. I nv lived a day w/o fake eyelashes ever since i realised the wonders it does to my face. (Ok maybe 1 or 2 days w/o it) It rly accounts for the way i look lor. W/o it my eyes will look smaller, my face looks fatter and i look more like an idiot. I rly v sad sial. I rly dont think i can tahan >1 week w/o it. I feel ugly w/o my fake eyelashes. My whole life depends on it ok. No eyelashes means no cheekopek to phee-o-phewt me.. no cat calls means i feel ugly.. feel ugly i will wanna kill myself. Wanna kill myself means no more Gabby liaozzz.

I rly v sad lorrrrrr. My life so screwed because of itp. I have to stop tuitions because of it. I might not be able to watch Disney on ice because of it :'( I might not update my blog everyday because of it. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ok lah i MIGHT be exagerating a little.... just a little.

Btw iPad2 cmg out on 11 march!! Hahahaha wow-ooh-wow. Its like super kewl lor omg. I really want it.. ok i need it. It's like perfect lor. Srsly im not even kidding. Go see yourself. http://www.apple.com/ipad/ I watch the video liao i was like zomg i rly want it. Hahahahahahaha and the smart cover. Dont you think its so kewl!!!!!!! But how sia i no $$$ how to buy. Somemore now no tuition how to buy siaz. Have to start saving everything i earn from today onwards... dont buy clothes online.. ok buy lesser online. I give myself 2 months to save up. Must. Must. Must save up.

This is clique what? Wanjing also in the picture. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. I karnot stop laughing siazzz. Ok my hair look like siao zhar bor though.

Ok bye.

2011-03-04T19:45:00.004+08:00

Hello world,

Im like back from Kukup already. Hahahaha like so fast right. 2d1n nia ma. HAHAHAHAHA. So funny, all along i thought we were gg to stay at a resort. Like with swimming pool or a beach or something. But not exactly... really what i imagined. Lol, its like a small village and we stayed in a really big house. Super nice lor and super worth the money. Its like only $85/ person and meals included.. srsly i think they out to make us gain weight lor. They feed us like nobody's business. Hahahaha.

We reached the place only we eat tze char for lunch.. lunch alr we settle down, sing k and play a while and guess what?? Its teabreak T_T HAHAHAHAHAHA tea break leh?!!? Then ok we go out of the house and walk around the village (its a village right ??) and come back nua a while then its barbequed food for dinner. And we didnt even need to do any physical work other then feeding ourselves. The hosts did EVERYTHING for us. Hahahahahahhahha told you v kuazhang liao lor. And actually suppose have supper one but i think cause they see we too full liao so dont have. Siao lor. Attempted to watch a movie but it was too boring and everyone decided to go to bed. Hahaha i thought they say wanna stay up lor. Dknow why everyone sleep.

Next morning first thing we do is.... eat AGNNNNNN. Nasilemak and noodles. Hahahahahaha breakfast leh?!?! Then we nua a bit and we go to the fishfarm and...... (no prize for guessing) we ate again!!!! Hahahahahaha tze char for lunch.... I swear we eat alot.. im so surprised i nv gain any weight :O So thats the last thing we did and we went home after that.

Hahahahahahaha ok i know it sounds like the whole short trip wasnt fun at all but its so fun cause its so nua. I like to nua and not do anything productive.. Ttly my kinda lifestyle lor. Just nua my life away till i die. Omg i forgot to say about the fireworks T_T I think thats supposed to be the highlight. Im so scared of the fireworks though but its rly cool and how many ppl can say they play w fireworks before. Hahahaha ok la i sua ku. I swear i didnt know we could buy and play w fireworks lor. Kewlllllllllllllll ^^v

Im so efficient. Hahahahaha, bye.

2011-03-03T01:31:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahaha i realised its damn stupid to schedule a post.... Its not like im gonna be gone for 10 days T_T Its only gonna be like 1 full day that im not in SG. HAHAHAHA so i decided to blog now lor. Since its like 1.32am and counted as the next day already. Right?

I was thinking..... I dont think i have 30 friends who loyal-ly read my blog right..... I.MUST.HAVE.SOME.FANS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. MUST BE 100% CHOP. Conzzzzzzfirm. Hahahahahahaha i rly think about my blog every single night and day since the day i realised i got 30 reader/day. Ok so main point here is... i decided to have a 10 facts about me thing to let my fans know about me. HAHAHAHHA OMG I V BHB SIA.... but i really believe i have some fans. At least 5? Ok... 3? Ok.......... 1 lah k... Maybeeeeeeee.... Hehehehehe ^^v

10 random facts about me

1. My favouritest tv show in the whole is Hannah Montana
2. I have a new favourite drink and its "Oreo Chocolate Peppermint bbt" and i can only buy it at Pioneer mall... near my house
3. I have 9 tutees and i earn >1k per month but my bank balance is <$200.... fml
4. I blogshop on a daily basis and my favourites are: Agneselle, Catwalkclose & Hollyhoque
5. I have alot of favourite movies so i cant list out one single one so i shall list out all: Titanic, Twilight, The notebook, A walk to rmb, What a girl wants, A cinderella story, Princess Diaries and Mean girls (watched all at least 5 times except for A walk to rmb)
6. My favourite colour is Pink cause it reminds me of Barbie dolls
7. I always wanted to marry at 18.. But im 19 this year.... fml agn.....
8. I nv had a boyfriend and im not a lesbian.... Lolol alot of ppl accuse me of being a lesbian before ok i swear
9. I have 3 siblings.. 2 are married, 1 is 20 this year
10. Im 167cm and i rly always wanted to be 160... thats like to perfect height IMO

Ok thats like so fun. Hahahahaha i got so many other things i wanna write but then i need to sleep soon. I need to wake up at 7 tmrw. Die liaoz lor. Conzfirm cant wake up... i dont wanna be late either. Need to rmb to buy eclipse before i leave tmrw if not i sure die also....

K i rly need to sleep now. Bye fanzzzz. I will update tmrw night agn. HEHEHEHEHEHE if you rly cannot wait for the next post you can read back my old posts. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH. Ok baizzzz

2011-03-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

K i have to keep up with my Blog Everyday goal. Hahahahaha srsly i dont get why ppl read i dont even post pictures and my blog entries are usually all chunks of words. Ok just to let y'all see.. HAHAHAHAHAHA in Feb i only had like 398 views T_T Must be because got 28 days la hor? Maybe if feb had 30 days i might like somehow get 500 more readers in that two extra days? HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH. Yah lah must be. This month i aim to have >1000 readers. Hahahaha the most readers i ever had was like in August last year. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA i think everyone v sian abt me talking about my popuarity alr.... So ok i shall blog...

Today i visited the library w flh and i borrowed 2 new books!! ^^v Hahahaha i think flh is the only one that will tahan my "act shu nv" acts.... like gg to the library to borrow books T_T Ok xm also cause i think she likes to read too actually. HAHAHAHA.

Had 2 tuitions consecutively and i almost died.... 3 hrs nia but i rly no stamina to teach alr. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH YES YOU NEED TEACHING STAMINA OK!! My p4 student so cute sia. She usually v happy and always play w me one. But today her lian hei hei sia cause she lost her xi zi book. HAHAHA so funny sia i had to entertain her a bit before she finally happy agn.

Tmrw im gg to Kukup. Omg tmrw im gg Kukup..... means i cannot blog. Omg hahahahhahaha what to do. I can do the set timing one right? Like auto update ... right? I shall try later.. Ok yes im gg Kukup with AC tmrw. 2d1n nia la but i think i have to bring alot of things. So mahfan sia im so lazy to pack my bag.

Shall prepare my clothes and pack my bag soon and go xm house! Hehehehe she so funny sia.. i think she see i so sad cause ytd i couldnt go w AC to watch I AM NUMBER 4 so she suggested to watch w me. But i havent rdy so i cant make it so we just have to watch on funshion laterzz!!

Ok bye... shall try the autoupdate thing... HAHAHAHAHA.

2011-03-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

K exams are over and my results are so screwed. Just hope i dont have to remodule. Thats a rly low goal but judging from the papers.. its like rly hard to acheive lor. HAHAHAHAHA. What a loser.

I have so many things to do now that exams are over ^^v Ok la i got like so many things i wanna do.. but apparently i have only 6 days of holiday including today before itp starts. Sucks manxzzzzz i wanna die liao lor when i think about itp. Ive nv lasted in a job for >1 week before :O So hopefully this time will be an exception... unless i rly suck and they fire me even before itp ends and i get kick out of sch or something serious..

During these 6.. ok 5 days i have to:
1. Watch I am number 4, No strings attached & 127 hours
2. Catch up on Vampire diaries, Pretty little liars and maybe Glee
3. Read finish my library book and borrow more books
4. Shop.. like real physical shopping.. cause i dont know whens the next time i can do that
5. Teach tuition and not be lazy at all cause
6. Blog every single day...

Hahahahahahaha btw sorry i rly need to touch on this topic agn. About my popularity. I rlllyyyyyy think i popular ok!!! So popular i should get an award. Ok i concluded that if i blog more often i would get more readers cause in January i only blogged once and i got like a loser amt of readers. I dont care if i sound like a loser.... but im gonna blog every single day.

Hahahahahhahahahhah thats why i forced myself to post something today.. although i dont have anything interesting to blog about. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Ok i do sound like a loser. But it makes me happy when i see my readership increase... HAHAHAHAHA

Anyway.. i think i need help.. i know i nv admitted it but i think imma shopaholic. Its getting worse lor. Hahahaha im being serious here. I like to shop la i know.. i buy from every collection i also know la. But i didnt feel the need to get help till today. Ytd i bought 3 items from lb, today i buy 7 items from HH and 3 items from CWC. Hahahaha i wanna stop but i canttttttt... i feel like i have to buy everything if not once it gets oos i will get sad and depressed about it. Idk and i think AE is gonna update v soon too... How siazzzz. Like that how i buy Ipad...

Ok i realised i got alot of things to blog about..

I wanna blog about how pretty Megan Fox is. Dont you think shes so pwettyyyyyy? Hahahahaha everytime i use the com i will google her pictures just to look at how pretty she is. Thats damn psycho but i rly rly rly think shes so pwettyyyyyy... hahahaha i wanna meet her real life and see her cause shes so pwetty. LOLOLOL.

Ok im so lazy to type alr... i wanna read my story book. Bye. Shall blog tmrw too!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA

2011-02-27T16:08:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Im so happy i realised i can use the internet on my phone nao. Hahahahahaha... stupid bb got special dataplan so i couldnt make use of mine for two months. But so sad now the bb officially spoilt and all my contacts since primary school all inside :O Sad siazzzz. But wtv la its not like i msg any of my contacts. HAHAHAHA.

Ok im so happy also cause ive got new hair!!! Hahahaha literally new hair!! I took out my old extensions, cut my hair, self dyed my hair, and put new hair extensions. I look like snow white lor i think......... just that i have long hair la. Cause i dyed my hair black... so pretty i think it makes me look really pretty. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH who says they pretty one hor. But i rly like it. Lol everyone says its too long but i like ^^v Always liked long hair... i look like an asshole w short hair lor. But this time the hair extensions v ex sia. Wahlao i feel so cheated. At first he tell me 100 strands enough liao T_T In the end he put 348 strands...then got discount so...

$348-$50=$298 T_T I got a shock out of my life when he calculated how many extensions he put. You shouldve seen my face.. it was really :O I only mentally prepared myself to spend $200 lor. Hahahahahahahahaha, but its so long and pretty. And i think the next time i put i will still go back there. Hahahahaha i like it so much more than the previous places i tried...

Left w one more paper tmrw and im officially done w year 2. Dont feel like studying liao sia. V sian lor. I rly wanna go shopping and nua at home and read finish my story books. I wanna go to the library and hunt for more storybooks and read all day....................... But no after this week its itp :'(

But ok got a short 2d1n trip to kukup w AC. Hahahahaha my sister say v pathetic.. its like you rch there you sleep you wake up and go home. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Actually i dont even know where is kukup... i shall google later.

Oh yes i wanna say something v impt... 8pm LB update. I think im getting alot of things!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHA

K btw update on my popularity. Hahahahahaha sorry la i rly feel v popular.. I keep checking my stats thing on blogger. And i realised last month its not 400 plus readers its 600 plus. Hahahahaha IM SO AMAZED. And last year i had a few months of >800 readers. WOW.... then ok i calculated..
800 plus= 900 (round up la duhhh... make me feel happier)
1 month= 30 days
1 day = 900/30 = 30 reader/day.

WOW. hahahahahahhahahahhah i dont even have 30 friends lor. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i rly feel so popular lor. Lol dont compare me w popular bloggers though. Compare me w me. Its like you wouldnt even expect me to have 30 reader/day right?!?!?! HAHAHAHAH loser sia..

K bye i shall take a nap and study after and prepare for LB launch!! ^^v

2011-02-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Hahahahaha i feel so popular i cant stop smiling. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Petrine told me:

gabi i tell you something to make you happy

you know blogger got this stats tab

you can find out the keywords people use to search for my blog

got 2 hits is people search for gabriella koh pretty

hahahahaha

Then i checked my own stats thing... 400 over ppl viewed my blog last month. Hahahahahaha i know la ppl get like hundreds and thousands of views a day i only got 400plus. But it makes me feel popular. I always thought i was my only fan T_T

Therefore i have decided that im gonna blog more often. Hahahahaha although my life isnt interesting at all and im having my exams now... and most imptantly i use my com on average once a week?..... HAHAHAHAHA

So how am i suppose to blog....... This calls for a solution... IPad. Hahahaha i rly wanna get an ipad siazzzz, but i dont have $$. I ask my papa lend me $500 he say no... but then right i kinda feel he wants me to get. Cause he like to play games T_T As in phone games. He is like addicted to this phone game on his laopokgai sony ericson phone. HAHAHAHAHHAA

He can quarrel w my mother over the game... I know...So main point is i think i can convince my father to lend me $500. I just continue bugging him for like lets say 3 months? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

Wtv la i need to study blaw now, bye.. I still feel to popular ^^v

2011-01-11T01:03:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

School has start for a little over a week now and im still living in self denial. I dont want to face the fact that i have many projects waiting to get started on.. not even gonna think abt it. Hahahaha ok la cant la since its all grp projects. Havent even started on my self research for pscm and am not looking forward to do so. Dont think i'll be able to get much sleep tonight.

First week of school was alright cause i managed to cancel tuitions from mon-wed. And fridays are off days from tuition. Skipped a couple (almost all) of my lectures unknowingly because i tend to over sleep. Hahaha whatever happened to my new year resolution T_T Oh and i got back my results and i did amazingly well!!! HAHAHAHA. Rly v unexpected. I thought i would fail 3 out of the 5 subjects but i didnt.. did far better than expected. Im 2kewl4school. ^^v

This week's gonna be hell cause tuition will be at full speed and there wont be much free time at all. I officially have zero social life and i only look forward to my weekends which hopefully will be put to gd use. I rly think tuition will be more of a problem rather than a source of income to fufil my nv ending shopping list lor. But how to stop leh i rly dknow what to do. This has been number one on my list of worries the past few days..not that i worry alot. My life is so stressful. Hahahahahahahahaha stressful enough for me la.

Oh and im so excited for my hh and lb items to arrive!! Hahahahaha im so stupid i bought 2 dresses in 2 colours from hh which makes 4 dresses T_T Rly couldnt decide which colour to get ma. And to make up for the items i nv will receive from the previous collections. So dulan w hh but its ok the pretty clothes makes it hard to hate them. Hehehe.

Rly hate school.........................

Btw today my favourite student bought me new pens. Hahahahaha he bought me a pink one and a red one cause pink's my favourite colour and the red one will be used to mark my students work. HEHEHEHEHE so sweet right. I ttly melted when he pass me the pens la. So cute rightttt?? Oh and one of my student found my fb?! Why are my students always so int in my life. Its so weird and awkward la. And somemore i got a lesson w him tmrw. Sure gonna be a long awkward 2 hrs.........

K shall start on pscm. Bye.

2011-01-02T19:19:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

I know im two days late but happy new year. Hahaha i shouldve blogged on the last day of 2010 about my year and my new year resolutions. Now like a bit no feel alr. But i shall still blog so that 1 year later i can read back.

Didnt do much this festive season. Hahahaha srsly. AC came over to my house twice. And my house is rly boring. Like me. HAHAHAHA... i like ppl to come my house but im a sucky host. Cause im always the first to sleep. If not is i dont join the rest when their playing. HAHAHAHAHA. Loser sia.

30th was the gift exchange w AC and guess who i picked? XM! And guess who picked me? XM! HAHAHAHAHA we so gay i swear. And i rly like the presents she picked for me! HEHEHEHE like srsly my best present this yr. Ok la fine i got like a few present nia. And like super fail sia my house srsly so boring. At first they play cards... then i decided to on Madagascar for them.. then halfway we decide to play mahjong. I rly cannot concentrate on things for long. Like if i watch a movie i will usually fall asleep during the first 20 min of it. And i play mahjong i will like get bored of it super quick. Bth sia. Then like 30 min into mahjong we stop the game and off to sleep. HAHAHAHAHAHA. But i couldnt sleep cause zaki snore v loud and jw got v funny snore. So i decided to irritate wj till 5 plus then she finally give up and slept then she started snoring too. LOLOL so i decided to wake flh up and irritate him too. And i managed to finally sleep at 6 plus. I srsly cannot sleep when i hear ppl snore. Hahahaha although i snore tooooooo, but i cant hear myself snore. I sound so stupid.

2010
Like recent years 2010 passed rly quickly i swear. Highlights of the year:
1. I started a new poly year w a new class.
2. Bought my first ever iphone in Feb and lost it in last month.
3. Had a crazy amount of tutees and earned a crazy amt of money every month but managed to still be in debt.
4. Stayovered at xm house a ridiculous amt of times. My second home. Hahahaha
5. Created aeroplane club and clique w is a subgroup of it. So gay sia we all. Lol.
6. Signed up for a twitter account. HAHAHAHAHA.
7. Took a plane for the first time in >10 years to Thailand.
8. Lost 8kg. Hahahahaha i swear. I wanna be 46 though. I think its gonna be my new goal.

Ok i cant rmb much la. This is all i rmb. But i rly enjoyed 2010 because 2010 is the year i met flh. HAHAHAHAHA dont worry i will not type anything corny cause all that's gonna be in my diary (which doesnt have a lock T_T).

Last year i also grew closer to clique w and i rly love them so much. Hahahaha i know i said that in 2009 but i like them even more now ok. And clique 5... we should rly meet up more often. Lolol i think we only met up a few times in last year. I know we all v busy w our own lifes but lets try to meet up more this year! :)

New year resolution
1. Try to attend more lectures
2. Spend lesser on online shopping
3. Be 46kg
4. Meet up w clique 5 more often
5. Try to control my temper. HAHAHAHAHAHA this is so hard
6. Get married. Ok this is impossible....
7. Get a boob job... if i can even save enough $$

I always wanted to get married before i turn 18. But since thats not possible anymore i shall try to get married this year. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAA ok fine im joking.... ok im not.

K bye.

2010-12-25T03:46:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Merry Christmas. Hahaha i srsly dknow why but each year i find myself getting less and less excited for christmas. Oh btw my sister is so funny i bth her.

Me: *Taps shoulder* Merry christmas :)
Sister: T_T Christmas is like any other normal day... srsly its just like every other day.... Except Jesus was born... OOPS.

Im like so happy everyday. Hahahahaha sometimes i wake up smiling.. sometimes i catch myself smiling and giggling in public. Its so hard to control myself that i have to pretend im yawning and cover my mouth. HAHAHAHAHA. Im so retarded....

K back to packing my room.

2010-12-16T01:39:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

So ytd we did a surprise celebration for xm. Hahahaha collaborated w jiayan to set up the whole birthday surprise in advance thing. I rly suck at doing this kinda stuffs. Ttly gonna appreciate sheez they all for always planning ac outings. So plan was to surprise her at Loof cause Jiayan tricked her into gg there. So their clique and AC where all present. Lol good thing it wasnt weirdddddd. Like two ttly diff cliques.

Told myself im nv gonna drink again but aiya pay money liao might as well drink right. I srsly should learn how to drink. HAHAHA i always lose out sial. Lose out as in cant drink as much as the others. I get high like SUPER easily. Like worse than janetan just that i always dont drink. HAHAHAHA. sorry janezz. So had to stop myself before i say out stuff i nv in a million years would say if i were sober. LOL.

Stayedover at sheez house cause cab back w midnight charge to jurong is a killerz. Hahaha squeezed in a single bed w xm and she says my butt take up alot of space. Couldnt sleep to we headed to 888 to dapao supperz. Super fattening la. Wanna kill myself liaoz. Slept like less than 5 hours and was woken up by sheez father who is so funny. HAHAHAHAHAHA he thought i was pinkochan and though xm was sheez so he tap xm on the butt and wake her up. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA SO FUNNY LAH SIAL I BTH. I saw him tryna wake her up then i was like thinking "oh they so close liao ah?.... maybe cause she come kickboxing la hor" HAHAHAHA then he went out and find sheez in pinko's room and their laughter woke me up.

Had a good talk with sheez before xm's kickboxing session. Which she dragged me to go to also!!! The trainer, sheez and her all FORCE ME lor. HAHAHAHAHA. I like aching all over sial. I swear damn loser. The funny part is that everytime after do one thing i will so tired till i cannot even pull myself up and just lie flat on the ground. HAHAHAHAHA the trainer have to like pull me up. Like srsly pull me up. But he strong lah so im like a feather to him. Ok lah book lah ok i not that light.

And i just like luan luan da one lor. Then the trainer see me luan luan da he will try to ci ji wo by hitting me and i rly will dulan and scream and try to punch him back. But my punch like bo lat one la. HAHAHAHA. And xm say i look like Ahlianzz when i do kickboxing. Just that i cannot laugh la......

Oh btw good news. I think i dont look >18 when i tie up my hair. I tried going to 3 diff shops to get ciggs for xm and i was rejected. HAHAHAHAHAHA. No one ever check me before lor. I think i should tie my hair up more often ^^V But sad lor i dont tie hair ppl think i 22/23. Story of my life.

K nightz.

2010-12-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Finally xm is back and i managed to tell her about my whole weekend. She just diam diam listen to me complain. Lol she like sort of had a hunch that i will confirm need to complain about something impt and wanted to text me on fri morn to tell me to call her if anything happens. Really, i couldnt even survive without my bestfriend for 3 days. HAHAHA. Bth myself. Im like so reliant on other people lah.

Sometimes i wished i could like read ppl's minds. Like know exactly what their thinking. I hate assuming what people are thinking cause it rly sucks to misintepret a situation. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhh, shall write in my diary right nao..................

Goodnight.

2010-12-12T01:21:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Ok am officially feeling depressed..... again. When ive finally come to terms with it i realised its harder to act like nothing happened. Everythings like repeating again i rly cant stop myself from feeling this wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I really NEED to talk to xm now. Can she faster come back from genting alr. Just when i rly need her advise shes gone. HAHAHA i know she go like 3 days nia. But i srsly need to have another htht w her. Sighhhhhhh.

So dulanzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

K nightz. Shall start to save up to get a new iphone. Extremely.hard.to.do.so.

2010-12-11T13:54:00.004+08:00

Hello world,

Todays got to be the worse day of my life. It feels like i lost a part of me. I cant even function properly without it. I cant not cry about it. I lost my iphone :'( I didnt actually lose it. I left it in a cab.

So ytd i left the rest at ard 12 plus cause i didnt want to join them for powerhouse. Im just sian like that ok. Before i left i didnt even drink much ok. 1 cup AT MOST. So i left..... and cheeseburger sent me to take a cab. But no i decide to be dying from severe hunger and decide to buy sandwiches from 7 eleven to eat. Yah so eat eat eat and halfway through he say he alr open bottle then like all left for ph so i.... steady as a bumblebee said "then we go back drink la" Wah i super regret saying that very sentence now. Cause when i decide to be steady i really steady one. So i drink like theres no tmrw T_T.... thinking i got v good jiu liang. But no.... im the drink two shots nia then seh liao that type..... so i over estimate myself. HAHAHAHA. i think i v drama sia.

Drink drink drink...... and ok a bit high liao..... cant rmb much just that i vomitted like a bullimic kid. So off i go take a cab.... feeling v tired. Sit in cab liao..... sleep. As i closed my eyes i felt my phone drop onto the floor. But no i didnt pick it up....... i had no strength AT ALL to even pick up my phone. And so i slept all the way home. Struggled out of the cab, totally forgetting about my phone that dropped. Cheeseburger decided to be nice and walk me to the lift which also means the cab go liao lor. Which means byebye to my phone 4 lyfeeee :'( I didnt even realise i left it in the cab till i was at my door. Like suddenly i think of my phone and suddenly i was not in struggle mode anymore. I decided to track my actions and realised its in the cab. Rushed down only to see the security guard. And since i didnt wanna make a big fuss at home i borrow the security guard's phone and sat on his chair for a good 10 min trying to contact the only person whom i can rmb the number. Joting. HAHAHAHA.

Ok so i stand up and decided its time to go back home. But no.... i vomitted again. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA THIS IS THE EPIC PART. I rmb the security guard being all worried and flustered. But i was too tired to laugh at his face. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.

But not so funny anymore liao la. Because now im suffering from iphone withdrawal symptoms. And the only person i can complain to about is in genting. And i cant remember feilunhai's number. Hhahaha, everytime i got thing to complain about, i have to find them.

K byezz.

2010-12-08T18:47:00.002+08:00

Hello world,

Three papers down, two left ^^V I really have zero determination to study siaz. Even xm said she was more hardworking than me. Hahahahaha. Srsly imma failure when it comes to studying lor.

Can't wait for Friday! I rly wanna watch rapunzel v badly. Hahahaha I kinda wanna watch it in 3d but its more expensive T_T I'm like super broke now. Srsly I don't blame my compulsive shopping habits but I blame the blogshops for updating so frequently. If no update=I don't spend money. So see its not rly a choice. Tonight cwc update at 8.30. I could pretend that I don't know but its rly hard. I don't wanna regret after the launch for not buying. Lol. Excuses.

Blaw tmrw. I'm quite sure I won't do well. Hahahaha but oh well. I'll try to study.

2010-11-27T01:31:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

Oh ma gawd, I think I'm like 90% back on track already. Ok I still do feel the hint of misery sometimes but srsly i think I'm doing much better now!!!

Spent 2 hours (or so) today getting rid of the double sided tape on the shelves of bata. I swear I wanted to die. Am so thankful for the fact that flh and robin and joz alr came along to help out (Y)

Headed to slacking place with xm for our dinner and had a long good talk with her. It feels so good to know you always have someone to pour your heart out to. Feeling so so so much better after saying everything I wanted to say. Depression kid no more! And I think xm like srsly know me damn well. Like srsly she knows me so well I'm shocked. Hahahahahahaha kinda funny too. Hehehehe srsly I really damn shocked to know she knows so much.

K 明天真的会更好！；）

2010-11-25T18:40:00.003+08:00

Hello world,

I think I did fairly well today....again. I tried my best not to be moody (Y) but I still really hate school. Everyday I just keep feeling depressed about having to go to school. Can't wait for the weekends when I can finally take two days off from school(hell).

I feel so rejected.. Ac don't wanna watch movie. I rly wanna watch easy A and tangled!!! How siazz. Everyone mugging for exams and here I am complaining about not being able to watch a movie. But I really wanna watch:'(

Goodbye.